| Current mood: |  drained |
| Current music: | shuffle of songs on my list. |
You caN't FiX Me Up.
oii.
tired.
lbc, the matches, plain white t's, dropping daylight, the keepaway...think that was all...yeah, so anyway, that show was lasnight. pretty chill. got a cpl picks...shoelace from one...soaked in "pee" haha...yeah nobody would get that. oh well.. yeah uh, so anyway good show. right up against the stage. pushed into it several times. almost lost my hip bone. and hand. and head. and uh...i think i have the first sign of going deaf. ive had a constant ringing type noise in my ears since last night. has not gone away. i had a hard time hearing my mom this morning over it. had to put the volume up fairly loud w/ stereo and tv. im gonna start to worry if its not gone by tomorrow. eh.
sever
the
tie
at least for a little while.
i need a fucking vacation already. its been too long facing this damned school and these damned ppl everyday, w/o a long break.
shows have been my escape. and even they havent been the same. thats not a good sign. if i cant rely on them...what CAN I RELY ON?? argh.
and ive had some sort of sickness for a while here.
perfect topping to a perfect month.
♥
Untie the hands that bind your mind, and be nice
She puts a gun against her ear
Inside against a gin and tonic sky shes a star
She finds a place to lose her pain
Caged as she waits inside hate
And she wants to die and she wants to live
Deny, the problem never catches light
Rewind, she pours herself some self respect
Caged as she waits inside hate
And she wants to die and she wants to live
