In Your Blue Skies (winsky) wrote, @ 2004-05-26 12:54:00

(Writer's notes no. 1)
J:Do you believe?
W:No! I do not. So please stay away cause, I will not write it.
J:Why? Why would you not write it down?
W:Because I don't believe it.
J:Why don't you believe it.
W:Because it is not real. It can never be true.
J:Do you think what they do is not real.
W:In the flesh. But not of the soul.
J:And how should it be?
W:Like the normal people do.
J:And how do they do?
W:They do according to their imagination.
J:Isn't that what you also do when you write?
W:I imagine and write what I believe in. And I don't believe so I would not write it!
J:You should write it. You are a good writer.
W:Convince me.
J:You can tell people that it exists...
W:(silence)
J:...and it is okay--
W:--It's not okay! I do not believe that it is okay.
J:Why!? Why can't you believe it? You have seen it. You have tasted it--
W:--And it wasn't right. I was blinded once but never again! I cannot allow myself to commit the same mistakes.
J:Then what would you do?
W:I will not write it.
J:But you will allow it to happen. In REAL life.
W:Yes because in that world have no control over people. They are made to choose what they want. And I will let them.
J:They are your friends.
W:Of course. I have no enemies. I have none. I can't sleep at night if I have so I don't keep my enemies.
J:They are you enemies.
W:Are not.
J:The moment you allow them to do what you don't believe in, they have become your enemies.
W:It was their choice. Although it was an option before, I have denounced it.
J:Then you tell us they you are. You WERE.
W:People change.
J:I thought you don't
W:I am a traditionalist. So I keepthings to be as it is.
J:As it was as Socrates' and Alexander.
W:Not enough evidence.
J:Yet you also knew what change have brought the world.
W:I cannot be always the revolutionist. My pen deserves to have the color I truly believe in and aims myself to be. Not what people wants me to be.
J:They expect you to be it. And there's nothing you can do.
W:I can do whatever I wanna do. And if they expect it; I don't care anymore of what people think.
J:Then why not write it if you can do whatever you can do. You know what they would think. ANd you don't care about it.
W:I don't. And I will not!!
J:They still think you are EVEN IF you do not write it.
W:I don't care anymore. I'm used to it.
J:You won't do anything about it? You cannot do anything about it!
W:I CAN! I can change the world, and not only once!. But I will not change it for personal gains or just to try to prove something. We cannot convince all people. We cannot change a person overnight. If they wanna be, then let them be. One day they'll come back to me and they too don't believe it anymore. I've seen and I don't believe it.
J:Your conclusions are interesting enough but it requires details and certain emphasis from a plot of a well structured story from well defined characters. You can say things you don't believe in but to prove that one day they'll come and will not believe it is your task. Write it. Prove that they will soon see what you have seen. And believe what you believe in.
W:I need not to prove anything. I allow to do what they do. To believe what they believe. And see what they see. Let them be blinded whenever they are blinded. I have nothing to say more. I have nothing to write about that.
J:Maybe not today. Maybe not today.

end of notes (excerpt from the foreword of the B*****s)