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Murder by Numbers
You know how harsh I describe that demon here. And I am not happy about it. But I do that cause I want to release the anger inside me. I want to remove the hate he gives me everytime I am working. But I have realized yesterday that, well, the joke might end up on me.
Doing this job requires alot of patience. I have that. I give my 110%. Dealing my everyday life with him is a scourge really for me. All for the price of not having paid, bud for the grade.
That number I need to reflect in my class card is what I work for. Yesterday, merns and I talked about Sha. I was shocked of her grade. Okay, okay, don't panic. Sha is not an I.T. She started January and ended May. She did only clerical jobs esp. filing. What she did was way out of my job description. She was different.
Inspite of that, I stil feel she doesn't deserve the grade. Poor Sha, I know she could have gotten better.
Although our Angel here always says that the boss gives high grade, Sha's grade was not. However, Angel also told me that the more load he gives you the higher grade you get. Yes, I have enough loads and the pressure is more that to make an a gas into both gaseous and liquid form, but I think I'm not the favorite here. I feel it. And you know how I trust my instincts. I just hope that I am wrong this time.
Now with only less than 48 hours left (5 working days) I plan to make a good impression before I leave. I pray that the most powerful Holy Spirit will possess him (even if it is impossible for a demon) so that he will be good for one time and give me what I deserve. And I mean what I highly deserve.
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