| Current mood: |  hopeful |
| Current music: | Wag Ka Lang Mawawala |
Sleeping Awake
I woke up this morning without knowing what time is it. It's still dark outside, and I didn't care to look at the clock. My cellphone was lowbatt so I just got up and went down stairs. OMG, it's only 2am. I slept on the sofa, and woke up again few moments later. It's 3am! I went back to sleep, and it's 4am! I went back again to sleep and woke up moments later. It's 10 to 5am. I went back to sleep and woke up few moments again. It's 5:15am. I have to get up to go to work.
Aaagggghhh!!! Life is pretty tiring. Usually it's so boring especially if you're not yet there. When I was on the jeep, I saw the sky so bright. Its color was bright yellow. And everytime we passed by a tree or building, I saw the sun's rays rushing to the earth. It's amazing. I wish my star would shine to someday. I waited and sacrificed so much already. Sometimes I wanted to give up. But is my future worth waiting for?
How could I know that. Have not yet my premonition about it. Though those glittery, shimmering sky depicts a beautiful tomorrow.
Oh, whatever! As long as I am healthy I will live.
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