| Current mood: |  pissed off |
| Current music: | Quietness of the house |
"Still can't find what keeps me here..."
Today's been one of those days when everything goes wrong and you just wish the world would explode!
I couldn't sleep at all last night. I dunno why. I tried and tried and finally fell asleep around 3 a.m. and slept the next four hours. Then I had to get up.
Don't you just love it when you're dead tired as you're supposed to remember something and write it down? -_-
Well, the exam went well, I think. Nothing negative about it, that is.
I got home around noon and altho I was tired, I started to prepare myself for Maths exam tomorrow. Something like 50% of the answers I gave, were wrong. F*cking brilliant, as a few days ago I only did one mistake and I thought I knew all the things. Well, like you can imagine, it wasn't really that uplifting to notice you don't know a shit about the things you should know by tomorrow *Long sigh*
Oh, the best part is yet to come!
That cooking club is on Wednesdays and this day wasn't an exception. I wasn't so motivated when I dragged myself to the city. I was tired, extremely cranky and miserable. I gave some serious thought to not showing up at all but eventually I admitted, it'd have been really unfair towards the other leader of the group. Besides, I missed one club evening just two weeks ago, because of The Matrix Revolutions premier.
So, I step in, hear screaming and loud banging. Yeah, the kids have already arrived. It wouldn't be so bad if they were calm and, you know, nice and well-behaving youngsters. But no, three of the girls are more or less...well, monsters. And of course, OF COURSE, they were extra hyper and mean today. Just bloody typical *Snorts*
From the moment I took my coat off, my blood pressure started to raise. I consider myself as a calm person. I don't yell at people and rarely lose my temper. A relation is 1/500. But, sometimes, all the negative things just happen at the same time, and believe me, in that case the people in my line of fire are in trouble.
First I told them to keep their voices down, there was a choir practise next to our kitchen and it's more or less annoying if people are screaming when you're trying to sing (believe me, I know!). Well, to be honest, it was like flogging a dead horse. They screamed, put their dirty hands in every food-kinda-thing we had in the kitchen, ran around like maniacs and picked on the two calmer (and a lot nicer) girls. That was the last straw: my blood was boiling.
For some reason, they found everything the other two girls did, wrong or somehow annoying. They called them names, threw things at them and jostled against them. Bullying is one thing I absolutely don't approve. I snapped. And you should've seen the looks on their faces after that. If I hadn't been the one in charge, I would've slapped them in the face.
First they stared at me in disbelief, then they looked at each other and snorted. Problem fixed for today but it'll definitely be the same again next week. We have to do something about it, and fast. If it continues like this, it'll be impossible to keep a lid on them.
Now I sit here, dwelling in self-pity because of the exam tomorrow. Actually I feel a bit better already, must be because of that incident before :P
I hope today's episode of Charlie's Angels is good. I desperately need something to cheer me up.
Oh, a random quiz. Did it because the pics are from Angel Sanctuary.
Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)
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[Lyrics: Haunted by Evanescence]
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