|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||She Runs In Circles - Justin Branam|
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head
So I went to bed 12.30 this morning. Woke at 9am. I don't know why I woke up so early! It's like I can't sleep in anymore. Not that I ever did, hmm. Don't know what went wrong there, haha. So I went online at 9am basically. And here I am like 12 hours later, heh. I've been to the boards like twice each! Checked my email several times..chatted to alot of different people. Chatted to some for like this whole time, hehe ;-). Naty came online, but I had to go and have lunch :/ wish I could of talked to her. I had um, sultanas and rice pudding!! Wow, what a lunch. Then I did some psychology homework, listening to the Goo Goo Dolls cd mm.
I saw my sister and mum outside my bedroom window, so I decided to go out there. Every weekend I don't even step a foot out the door!! So I walked outside to the backyard - I hadn't been in my own backyard for like 3 months! wow. It was so warm and sunny. I could of worn just a t shirt and my jeans, that's how warm and nice it was. Yet last night I froze my ass off, lol. Like below freezing I'm sure the temperature was.
I was meant to get my passport picture done today, but that's Tuesday now. Bleh, so much homework to do tomorrow. Mum is already asking when I finish up school next year :/ to move. But what if I don't wanna move to where they are going. And I'm missing this summer basically because of Germany, and then I don't even get the following summer to spend doing summer stuff with my friends. -sigh- And I don't even want to go straight to uni following year 12. It's like, I've been in school 12 years of my life, I just need a break from it all. I wanna go to USA anyhow ;p That is planned for June 2005. Sometimes though, I just don't know where to go, what to do. But, maybe I should just think about the now. Think about the tomorrow. That's all I can really do right?
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