I'm bored, frustrated, angry...
Mum's at work, dad and jen are DIY shopping, and have been for hours. I'm alone.
Jennifer rang, said we were going to the park this aft. I don't think i can face it, but I have to force myself to. Its so hard. I thought we were going swimming this afternoon instead. I need the exercise. Hopefully I can go this evening.
I'm supposed to be thinking through next year, whats gonna happen on thursday etc. but I can't be bothered, it hurts too much.
Claire rang too, lots of awkward silences, and she's ignored my text messages. Never mind.
I can't be bothered anymore. It seems so hard to fight all the time. Why do I have to fight for her aswell?
Its lunchtime, I'm not hungry, and feeling too fat, will probably just skip it. Unless I can face a piece of fruit.
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