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Meg's Birthday
Well I haven't written in here since the summer. Actually no I did type in a new entry yesterday during my distance learning class with Antwan next to me but somehow it didn't get into my journal, oh well...Ok so it's not summer anymore. Ryan and I are good (I just read my summer entry and totally remembered how I was feeling about him and Brown). Ryan and I have definately learned to grow into a better relationship. We really know each other know and it's nice cuz when I do get mad it gets fixed so easily cuz we both know each other. Well today is Meg Smith's birthday. She is turning 18!! Can you believe that. Wow the next thing I know I'll be 18 and that is going to be really creepy. Wow me being legal. Haha that really is scary. Anyways lately I've been really upset over the same old issues...friends. It's not going very well. But I have also learned a lot of things about people from it and am really sick of high school. I CANNOT wait until I go to college, hopefully Brown U. My heart is so set there...sigh...but I'm so afraid of the rejection letter cuz I really do not think I can get in. Well anyways today we were suppose to go ice skating for Meg's bday but we didn't cuz shes sick so we're just going to the movies and then out to eat at Uno's. I've never been to Uno's but Beth says its good and we're going to a theater in Hamilton because supposedly it's really nice and Ashley really likes it. Doesn't bother me especially since Beth is driving me ( I have no more gas). And I'm just happy to be spending time with my friends again. It's nice to be with them, I feel so much more complete. I really do need friends in my life. I've also learned that. I'm not a very independent person I guess you can say. Like I always need someone to walk with me but Ryan takes that position. I love my Ryan so much. Sigh...he's good to me. His family is amazing and I just love spending my time with him. Everytime I drive home from his house I get this wonderful fuzzy feeling inside of me. And it's just so hard to explain. I feel as if I'm complete I guess when I drive away. It's so nice. Anyways I better go take a shower since everyone is meeting at my place and they're suppose to be here in less than an hour. Tata I'll be writing in here more often.
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