|Current mood:|| sad|
|Current music:||The Great Disappointment, AFI|
EmO tEaRs ~*~
I hated today... everything was going fine until lunch. Tal and Vlad come up to me and say that Ben doesnt want to go out with me anymore. I slapped Vlad since he was making fun of me. I kinda feel bad, but it was ben who i should've slapped. Since he was lame enough to have his friend dump me for him. Whatever, i guess i was wrong about him. I cant believe i liked him anyways. I guess it was because he was the only guy that i actually "hung out with" last year. Well last year i had no life what so ever. And he only actually was kind of by me because he was friends with Ashley. And when they started going out, i guess i got a crush on him. Since he was the only boy i knew... Its a year later and i still have a crush on him. Hes changed a bit, But i changed ALOT. I guess i just thought that just because i changed doesnt mean that my love for him had to change. And it never did. When i first had a crush on him i didnt know anything about him. Ever since like 2 months ago when i finally did start getting to know him i started liking him EVEN MORE. I guess once he figured it out he felt bad for me and asked me out. I shoulda known he never liked me. I mean who would ya know? Plus, when all the guys were making fun of carly, lani and i lani hit me in the face with her purse cuz she tried to hit Tal. I was so fucking embarassed. anyways. Thats not all that happened to me... One of my fishies died!!! yes, i got 4 fishies from walmart on Sunday 2 days ago. And one of them (Frankie) died... im so sad. She was so pretty too. She was yellow and had a red fin. I will miss you Frankie. And, i will miss you ben. Just cuz i dont have you anymore doesnt mean i cant keep the memories... One more thing! My best friend in the whole wide world is leaving in like a month!!! When shes gone im gonna be the school slut... Plus im ugly, and i mean thanks to lani i get to have so much fun. I dont know what im gonna do with out her. Whatever...
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