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he may not be picasso but he is a work of art
ahh. the rage is about to explode. ive been holding it in for so long, its no wonder.
btw, i dont recommend reading this.
things have been piling up lately, esp with all this stress, and my mom, and apparently for certian guys the new cool thing is to be an ass to me. hm. like i said caleb came over on wednesday..and that was great. yesterday were talkin blahblahblah and hes like well can we do more and im like no i dont generally do anything out of a relationship and he was like so if i asked you out we would go out over summer? and iw as like i dunno id prolly have to say no cus i know u just want some and dont like me and he was like yeah i do thats not why blahblah and he stopped talkign to me and later on i after i had thought about it i was like 'ive wnated to go out with him for so long what am i doing' so i was trying to talk to him but he blew me off. then today he didnt come talk to me so im guessing hes mad at me, or something. wtfever lol. then brady, the ass, is all 'wigger lover' blahblah and i dont think hes serious, but im taking everything the wrong way cus im so mad about other things and shizzle so ARGH hes making things worse. and then! the good stuff. satan. she is so horrible sometimes. most of times. she talks over everyone and she thinks shes perfect of something. nothing is ever good enough for her and if you try to talk to her, like she claims she wants you to do, she will bite ure head off for telling her she didnt wanna hear. she says omething and expects u to know what she means exactly, like ure some kinda mindreader. biggest thing right now is summer school. i got the forms before mothers day. they were due today. i reminded her three times yesterday. at dinner she was telling me and tony that we have to 'nag them' to get stuff done. @ 1130 i go and ask her if she filled it out. any guesses? 'we will go tomorrow after school' 'you said to nag you about it and i did and you still didnt do it' 'goodnight katherine' wtf. well here it is now tomorrow after school, not home. she calls to make sure the boys get off the bus, 'did u get ure yb' 'no..' 'monday then?' 'i told you they dont go on sale until wed' 'ok well we will go wed morning to dotaht and summer school' 'its due today' 'no, last year we went much later' 'open registration is the 23rd. tehyre due today' and then some shizzle about how im yelling and that i need to get a grip on myself, whatever. i was talking normal. only slower cus i am so sick of repeating myself for someone whos not listening anyway. ANYWHO.
blahblahblah... today was supposed to be my last day of school. but i found errors in my essay that i wanted to fix so i decided to come on monday too. hopefully i'll get a notebook or something to get ppl to sign. arh. blahblah...lunch, maddy like yelled at brad and sean. i think thats the first time anyones ever stood up for me, and like got a reaction. i just want to shoot them in the head for being such dicks to her. arr! so then austin signed my boob. lol. it was funny. and then i signed his. and we were like hooray. i was late to french. again. thats prolly like my 10 tardy. im supposed to have detention now, but i dont think shes gonna make me actually come. and if she does im not going. NOTE TO SELF: 6 dollars for geometry book. yeah so i smacked this kid pretty hard today for groping me. shizzle like that pisses me off. everyone knows that when i say not to touch me i mean it. but apparently he didnt. so he got a nice back hand to the face.
I AM SO ANGRY! ARR! i hate everyone, dont know what to do. haha. jackoffjill is so good. i love them. not exactly something to have ure parental units listen to, but i love them. still hating everyone as i detest you. :)
yeah and i got taylor to come on monday also. i was bugging him about it and he was like eehhhh and he was like so this is the last time i will see you and i was like yeah..so come on monday! and shizzle. and steven, ahh lol. tis a shame. all boys are a shame. i think boys should be renamed. and become shames.
i wanted to help to destroy the world
i wanted to be that, to be that special girl
everybodys got a little something to hide, but me
everbodys got a little someone to crush, but me
im livin in a human teenage mediocrity
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