Couldn't sleep last night. Had icky dreams again. If I read into them, I'm sure I'd find that I'm just totally racked with insecurity and anxiety right now. I'm in a pathetic little mood and feel totally alone. Another depressive wave is coming...I can feel it. I feel like my only friends in the world are the ex who I can't let be a friend b/c then he thinks we're getting married and someone who is 16 time zones away. Uggh...I hate feeling like this. Even watching The Monkees isn't cheering me up.
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