| Current mood: | thoughtful |
| Current music: | Guess what I'm watching? |
i realized something new today that i don't like. it's not a suddenly appearing hatred, but a dislike that's always been around that i've just been able to put my finger on. you know how people take all of their serious pain and torment and purge it through writing or song or even film? i can't stand having to digest that. don't get me wrong, i'm all for any sort of theraputic release someone needs. but last night i came across an online diary (not on blurty) and the sheer hatred and venom that this person and the people around them spewed honestly sickened me. ok, if you're interested enough, check out diaryland.com and look for the user whyihateyou. read the journal, read the guest book. it's sick, and good grief i hope it's a joke. even the movie the godfather...i tried watching it last night and just couldn't. violence and gore doesn't bother me...but i can't stand senseless and gratuitous depictions of pain and suffering. i've got enough pain in myself - i don't need to take on anyone else's. went to a concert the other night - it was a goth thing, which i've never been to before. i don't understand people who enjoy being miserable and bitching about how they're so unhappy and how nobody understands them. if you hurt so much, why do you want to wallow in your pain? and if you're gonna be pissed that the world doesn't accept you for who you are, then don't look down your nose at a girl who isn't dressed like you. hey - do whatever makes you happy - more power to you. i personally just don't get it.
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