sad sappy sucker (waner) wrote, @ 2003-12-09 17:26:00

Current music:

a radio with guts

im a big fucking stupid mess on the bathroom wall. god, i fuck things up very nicely. god, god, OIASDUFBGCAWISYHFCBVASDJHFBCASIDHFBASJUDFHIASUDFGASDYHFASKDJFCBASDHFGVCIASDCBASDIUFBASIDCGASDIBFCASDJFVCNBASDHGCVIASUDFVSKDBVCPIASUDGVAIUSDPIFV BASWDIUFISU.

i want one thing in this world.
i want to be poetic.
well...two things.
i want to be poetic,
and i want this loneliness,
coarsing through my veins,
to die a horrible death,
like its been making me die,
for years.
so, the only solution,
is to bleed it out,
out of my veins,
and into the sink.


fuck this. fuck you world. fuck you wayne.

to my friends...i love you. and you are in my mind the best people i know. just thought id say that. brian, you are a godsend. and everyone who isnt like 100% ok...im always here if you want to talk.

so long...farewell...goodbye...

	savemyday 2003-12-09 19:31 (link)
	Dude, whatever. I'm not. Tell her how you feel. She's being an asshole. (Reply to this) (Thread)

waner 2003-12-09 19:55 (link)

brian, you saying you arent is like jason saying, i suck at any music. its a fucking lie. you are. and, i cant man. i just, i cant, and thats my problem, my main problem, or at least one of the bigillion that i have. and she's just telling me what she feels, and i listen, its what i do. my feelings are the last thing anyone should ever think about before the do/say something, bc i dont care about them anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	armitron 2003-12-09 23:34 (link)
	what if someone else (like me) cares about your feelings ? i don't know what's going on, but i hope either way it gets better for you wayne. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)