Vincent Kartheiser (vkartheiser) wrote, @ 2003-07-12 01:07:00

Current mood:	thoughtful
Current music:	Dashboard Confessional "Swiss Army Romance"

I'm never here when it's important.

You know, there's a big difference between being needed and being wanted. I think it's hard to find someone who can make you feel like you're both to them. Or maybe sometimes I just have this weird complex that just doesn't let me see when someone does infact both need and want me.

Being wanted is great, but I think being needed is better. It's more... special. Like you're serving some other purpose then just being there for someone because they want you to be.

I bet none of this makes sense.

At any rate, I got something for Eliza and I just hope she knows how much I want and need her in my life.

Not that jewerly should convey something like that for me, but it's the thought that counts... and I think it a lot. I should stop rambling.

	eternal_eliza 2003-07-12 18:12 (link)
	You know we've spent too much time together when I know exactly what you mean right there. Not like it's a bad thing <3. And i'd say more we both know this, but that's so beautiful that i'm running out of words. Look you made me speechless, that's got to be like, a first time ever thing. :-* I love you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	vkartheiser 2003-07-13 04:10 (link)
	Speechless huh? Interesting. I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eternal_eliza 2003-07-13 04:40 (link)
	Yes, sad isn't it? Or remarkable. Whichever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)