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i fell into your trance (veryxfickle) wrote,
@ 2003-08-25 01:35:00
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    Current mood: pissed off
    Current music:blue and yellow-the used

    im ugly, im wasting time, and im fucking lazy

    so its 1:29 Am and i've barely gotten enough sleep last night to cover a nap. and it looks like the same today. im gonna be honest here. im not the most lively person. and people really dont find me amusing. those who do are great. but most people dont. i dont get people and i dont know what it is about me, but i dont want to get people. people fucking suck. sometimes i dont know whether sarah is real or fake. dont get me wrong here, i love her like my sisters but sometimes its weird. some of the things she does are really original and cool. but sometimes its as if she's an exact replica of somebody i already know. is this normal?

    dear heart:

    i know you've had trouble keeping things in lately. and i know you've been broken but try to keep it together please. i n e e d you right now.

    Love always,

    your ungrateful body.

    sometimes i wish i were someone else. so my life would then be more than just a bore and a waste. im tired, hungry and pissed off. dont fuck with me or i'll blow your fucking head off. have a nice day.Cindie



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mercykiss
2003-08-25 10:18 (link)
<3 Cheer up, buttercup. You've got plenty of time to figure out who you want to be and what you want to do with your so-called "boring life." But just from reading your journal I can tell you that your life is much more interesting than a lot of people I know. Hey- at least you have feelings unlike some people.

<3 Liz

PS. Yes, people do fucking suck sometimes too. Unfortunately they aren't gonna go away, so we all have to learn to roll with the punches they throw at us. Soon I think you'll find some people who really deserve your attention and care, and they will prove that the human race doesn't just consist of a bunch of assholes.

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veryxfickle
2003-08-25 16:43 (link)
thanks, you made me feel alot better <3
Cindie

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