| Current mood: |  sad |
i miss you and it makes me sick, so i spend my time playing silly games on the ps2 and xbox.
if i can't win at life, i'm going to try my hardest to win at katamari damacy instead. i've also been doing the MCAT (i'm helping someone by preparing an answer guide for a few kgs worth of verbal reasoning practice test sections!) and it's so annoying and ridiculous. what the hell is a diastereomer, an epimer, and an enantiomer? what's a polyhydroxyaldehyde, a neurulation, and Markovnikov's rule?! chemistry/biochemistry is ugly and disgusting. to be honest i'd rather read crime and punishment all over, than have to read an organic chemistry book again-- even that massive mindfuck of a read was less intimidating, and it was somewhat worth it.
i want to take a class like this (i've been secretly lurking and reading): http://www.blurty.com/users/6070/
oh and today was the university confirmation deadline, and i finally made my decision. to be honest, i'm annoyed and miserable already:
goodbye LSE, KCL, UCL, Warwick, Nottingham & Southampton (and well, SMU). it was fun to get your offers and exciting to marvel at all the amazing, glossy campus photos with the cheery people seemingly beckoning, grabbing me towards them. i was so confident of going to one of the first three that i did all my research on campus and residence hall locations. i really hope seven nice people on the waiting lists get in, and have an awesome time doing everything i'll be missing out. and while i'm secretly relieved at the thought of being in a safe and familiar place, i feel like kicking myself for being a wuss.
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