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The dust that Pancho bit down south ended up in Lefty's mouth.
Though I did not end up speaking of Alex, I actually did wake yesterday with restored health and cognitive function. :) That resulted in the composition of no fewer than three new entries, a potential paper, and a letter to an elected official, all in my head (none of which are likely to make it to print). Rather than allowing thought inspire action, I opted to spend some time with "I Love the 90s", "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy (the movie)", and senatorial discussion on the proposed constitutional amendment to ban same-sex marriage (with occasional interruptions for which I can thank recent weather conditions). ...and then the illness reclaimed me. :D
In my diseased state, my ability to concentrate has waned considerably. That's what led me to log onto collegeclub.com for the first time in a couple of years. :) There, I read survey responses I had given at age 18, including such gems as...
1. What do you expect on a first date? (A kiss, a hug, sex, etc.?) I make a fantastic friend. As anything else, I'm terrible. I'm one of those lucky girls whose IQ drops 70 or so points when in the presence of anyone who she's even mildly attracted to. For that reason, I expect nothing of value to me.
3. Do you believe sex before marriage is acceptable? It's acceptable, though I haven't made a practice of it.
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9. Do you have any nicknames? Why do people call you them? Colly: I was named Sonja Colleen after my grandmother and my mother, then promptly labeled the misspelled name of a dog breed to avoid family confusion.
I also stated that I would wait "a couple of hours" to have sex and wrote quite a lot about the brand of agnosticism to which I subscribed at the time. Reading about it reminded me of a conversation I had with Alex on 4th of July weekend. In it, each of us described our religious and philosophical pasts to the other, and now that I'm on the verge of falling asleep and out of my chair, I'm overcome with a desire to condense and type mine out. ... which I just began to do... but I'm far too sleepy. Perhaps tomorrow. :)
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cobrabubbles
2004-07-14 17:37
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Blah. Nothing related to you, dear. I'm simply too tired to really comment now. Just wanted to let you know you're being read. :) Oh, here's a good documentary to see: The Weather Underground. Okay, bye bye. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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beastofburden
2004-07-14 18:38
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On the contary, I found this entry very interesting. It was a look into Colly of the past or something... I love your explanation about your nicknames too. "promptly labeled the misspelled name of a dog breed to avoid family confusion." Awesome...haha
Religion gets into a very fuzzy area for me. All I can say are my beliefs...and can't really fit them all under a label. However, online quizzes tend to think I am Jewish...or a Quaker. Either way...rock. Maybe I could be a Jewish Quaker. How hot would that be? But, really, I don't know what I am. Though, my views on religion has severly changed...due to the fact that I dropped some of the beliefs that my church was forcing on me. And I then decided that there are several things I don't agree with...such as being forced into a label and adhering to it. But, I can't find a label that suits anyway. Now I went into a religious ramble...and I'm massively tired. But, I probablay still can't sleep. Stupid insomnia.
Anyway, it's strange and almost freaky how are views and attitudes change over the years. Just look at high school us and now. Or even college freshman year and now. Yup. I'm sure we'd be entertaining to Devina and others of our past to say the least.
Oh, yeah...and Damn it. Stop deleting posts. It becomes wasted time...time when I read it and replied...and it is as if it never existed. Grr... Not that I haven't time to spare...I just want some proof of my wasted time. That's right. So, leave your posts so I can be like...yes..I left a stupid comment and people think I suck.
Um...that's all. I'm mumbling. And I'm insanely jealous that you've been able to watch "I Love the 90's." I still haven't caught it. I forgot about it on Monday. And yesterday....my power went out and viewing wasn't possibly. Damn it. It's a conspiracy. No one wants me to watch. And I want to. I better get to tonight. I'm telling you. I want to watch it...and all the stupid stuff it involves.
Rock. Much love Coo.
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2004-07-15 09:08
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Glad to see that you're feeling better. Again, I"M SOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry that I wasn't able to hang with you when you were in Funcie. I feel horrible about it. But unfortunately, that whole death in the family thing kinda ruined that, but I hope you understand. But we WILL find a time to hang sometime, I will seeee to it. Again glad you're feeling better and I'll talk to you later.
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