| Current mood: | contemplative |
| Current music: | Marvelous Things//Eisley |
emoooo
yay! we get to emo-fie laura. haha. that makes me giggle. i loooove you! <3.
we doo need to go to lenox mall soon, i like it lots. mostly only because of urban outfitters, but yes.haha. and while we are out we will find you some...dare i say it? OMFGSUNGLASSES haha. yes. some that look good. big white ones. i like white.... hehe. And you need sexy pokadot ballet flatsthat dont hurt aaannnndddd....some sexy-licious shirts! yay! hehe.
i need to get my vans soon...not so much need as i really really want, but thats beside the point.
I think i shall be going to michaels today, so maybe they have blank hoodies? i doubt it, but i can still check. but i shall also get some iron on transfer t shirt thingys. Next step is to find a printer that i can steal. haha. I decided to make a dresden dolls hoodie. possibly an arcade fire shirt.
On a much more serious note...
I just feel like lately(in church, with god, etc) that i have just been going through the motions. Its hard to explain...not really. I just dont feel like I am trying to strengthen my relationship with god, or anything. Which i want to. But it seems like I cant at the moment. Because I dont feel deserving;;i know that im not deserving. I dunno.
so that shall be something i need to work on in the future. Very much so. In the very near future.
im out.
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 aestheticl
2005-06-27 23:17
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whoa, that was actually a really good entry!! contemplative alex?! never!! alright you're making me crave Eisley. I will go grab that cd now. Or Butch Walker...eh, take your pick. Or All-American Rejects. that too. Yes, on the comfy not trying to get closer to God thing, i am right with you. It's a difficult place to be, because you're met with 1)the frustration of not being where you want to be. 2)the desperation of wanting to get there. 3)the human-nature part that likes to be comfortable and goes against everything God wants for you. 4)the task of trying to get back, which seems quite impossible...And yeah, it's hard. I don't like it at all.
What were you saying the other day about Perimeter?? You wanted to come when I did?? Odd...you'll have to contemplate and get back to me about that, i'm intrigued.
Haha...and yes, shopping. I'm looking forward to that. my shorts felt looser today. I'm excited. *nods* on the way to thinny-ness...indeed. OMFGSUNGLASSES would be lovely *smile*
And I got to hang out with Garrett/Leslie/Flowers/Kat/Faucette and friends tonight. *also smiles* mild flirting, was very fun. i enjoyed it. Lessy pierced one of her cartilages. I wanna do thattttt! it's rockin. Her hair also looks cool, it's nifty...her parents are CONSTANTLY on her case..i feel very bad for her..
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