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| Current music: | Anything Hardcore. |
same old, same old
I am so tired and very frustrated with where I am right now. In everything. My attitude, faith, music, even down to the way that i look. I need some major change in my life...GOOD change, but change nonetheless. Im so tired of everything being the same. Im tired of "emo". Im tired of half of the people that surround me.(not you, dont worry), Im tired of feeling the same way all the time.Not that I always feel like, horrible or anything. I just want to be...excited about something! Or maybe just, feeling really happy about something. I dont know what. I hate being so stressed and not doing anything about it.I'm tired of my family always around me and not knowing when I need to be alone. I hate not being able to talk to people about my shit. blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Im in a very anti-person mood at the moment if you cant tell. I'll get over it soon enough. I hope.
Whenever I'm in this mood I never think that I will get over it, and every time I gradually do. Its so weird.
thats another thing that I hate.
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 aestheticl
2005-08-06 21:50
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ugh, that is quite a sucky feeling. I been there too, my dear. And I swear that I didn't choose the fact that I act so freaking emo...i think too much. sad too much. if that's emo, then sure. I guess I'm tired of how a lot of people are acting lately....yeah....hope you feel better soon, my love.
I feel better. feeling such passionate hatred for oneself cannot last for very long, I've found.
<3
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