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The Bill Says (xdrunk) wrote in unsent,
@ 2007-02-06 14:11:00
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xdrunk
2007-02-06 22:04 (link)
better hand me the suit then because I've known better than God in my own plans for more than 15 years. She led me to believe she wasn't married so it goes back on her and her lies. if i knew she wasn't married I never would've went for it to begin with. but, i should've known how her past is. then again, everyone deserves a seveth f'n chance, right? God brought us together and I ended the bullshit, so I do know better than God did. personal experience will always prevail over God's plan.

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capmonkey
2007-02-06 22:57 (link)
Hey uh...just because you're bitter doesn't mean God is wrong. Maybe there's a lesson you need to learn. And seeing as how you didn't learn all the other times you hooked back up with that girl, it was only a matter of failed attempts before you finally realized she's not the one for you. Or maybe it's not a lesson. Maybe you were just supposed to end up with someone you would come to hate so that you'll be more prepared for the next woman you meet, such as the one mentioned above. Hell, it could even be possible that you may never have met that woman, Anita, unless you went through this shit. Or even, and this is a jump, you just got screwed over because you're human. God may not have had anything to do with it. Seeing as how there are so many possibilities, I don't think you're 15 year sof personal experience could prove you smarter than anyone,let alone an omniscient being. You're just angry becuase you were hurt, and are looking for someone to be better than.

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xdrunk
2007-02-06 23:08 (link)
well uh, everytime God came up with a plan and I changed it, it always played out for th ebetter, so obviously when i make the decision tochange something and it works out better, that's me proving God wrong, so the 15 year streak continues.

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capmonkey
2007-02-06 23:16 (link)
Or maybe you did just what God wanted you to do when you changed it. Who knows.

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xdrunk
2007-02-06 23:35 (link)
when you try to walk a path with God and he fails you so often for so long, and you see where your plan actually plays out better, that says alot. My plan would've been to never let her back into my life. but they say trust God, after this, that's going to be a very hard task.

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capmonkey
2007-02-07 01:13 (link)
Maybe you were listening to the wrong people? Humans are supposed to make mistakes every once in a while It's what we're known for. It's hard to say what is God's and what is not. Take it from me, I'm a border line atheist.

Look, I don't want to continue this as a comment discussion. If you want to speak with me about this...you know, vent out the aggression (or lack there of), then you can mail me. If you ask, I'll give it to you. If not, I'll drop this and we'll pretend you're right. I'm not saying this to be a dick. I just want to help. If I can.

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xdrunk
2007-02-07 01:44 (link)
i see it on your profile so you'll get an email from me in the morning.

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xdrunk
2007-02-07 18:26 (link)
Maybe I was listening to the wrong people? I'll give you that, I listened to one wrong person, her.

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