The Bill Says (xdrunk) wrote in unsent, @ 2007-02-06 14:11:00

Current mood:	flirty
Current music:	bob seger- you'll accompany me

for someone I recently met
Dear Anita,
I wanted to say this this morning as I was walking you to your car.You are a very wonderful woman who met me during a bad period in my life right now. You know what debbie has done, you've read it, i showed you undeniable proof on it, and you've seen how she has backstepped, denied and deleted everything.



I wish I could've met you at a better time, had i met you when debbie was playing the games she's played, I would've told her to fuck off alot sooner and came right to you.



You've been a very good person and very patient with what I've been put thru, I thank you so much. You're the woman debbie turned out not to be. in alot of ways you're the woman that debbie just isn't woman enough to be. God's plan was proven wrong the day I got rid of her and the same night met you. I've had a long history of proving God's plan wrong, you've proven it by wanting to be with me.



I know you'll probably see this but I wanted you to know, you're a great woman in every way, and I'm happy you're showing me that not every woman is like the one i just kicked to the curb again.

	crypticdesign 2007-02-06 15:53 (link)
	God's plan for us is NEVER wrong, but sometimes we have difficulty knowing the difference between HIS plan, and the plan WE set up for ourselves. p.s. I like your icon & I agree with it. :) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-06 17:11 (link)
	I have 15 years staright of examples where God's plan for me has been proven wrong by me. I didn't plan on what happened recently that was her plan and God's plan. me proving it wrong showed I was right again. thanks for what you said about the icon, I found it somewhere and it fits me. Better to be who I am than who "someone wanted me to be". (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	crypticdesign 2007-02-06 21:44 (link)
	I'm telling [both?] of you - It would NOT be GOD's plan for you to get involved with a married woman. The relationship WAS your plan, unless you are now going to say you acted out of insanity and had no control over your actions. I'm done once & for all, but Here's an old Welsh proverb for ya: "Man who assumes he knows more than God Needs fire-proof suit." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

xdrunk 2007-02-06 22:04 (link)

better hand me the suit then because I've known better than God in my own plans for more than 15 years. She led me to believe she wasn't married so it goes back on her and her lies. if i knew she wasn't married I never would've went for it to begin with. but, i should've known how her past is. then again, everyone deserves a seveth f'n chance, right? God brought us together and I ended the bullshit, so I do know better than God did. personal experience will always prevail over God's plan. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

capmonkey 2007-02-06 22:57 (link)

Hey uh...just because you're bitter doesn't mean God is wrong. Maybe there's a lesson you need to learn. And seeing as how you didn't learn all the other times you hooked back up with that girl, it was only a matter of failed attempts before you finally realized she's not the one for you. Or maybe it's not a lesson. Maybe you were just supposed to end up with someone you would come to hate so that you'll be more prepared for the next woman you meet, such as the one mentioned above. Hell, it could even be possible that you may never have met that woman, Anita, unless you went through this shit. Or even, and this is a jump, you just got screwed over because you're human. God may not have had anything to do with it. Seeing as how there are so many possibilities, I don't think you're 15 year sof personal experience could prove you smarter than anyone,let alone an omniscient being. You're just angry becuase you were hurt, and are looking for someone to be better than. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-06 23:08 (link)
	well uh, everytime God came up with a plan and I changed it, it always played out for th ebetter, so obviously when i make the decision tochange something and it works out better, that's me proving God wrong, so the 15 year streak continues. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	capmonkey 2007-02-06 23:16 (link)
	Or maybe you did just what God wanted you to do when you changed it. Who knows. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-06 23:35 (link)
	when you try to walk a path with God and he fails you so often for so long, and you see where your plan actually plays out better, that says alot. My plan would've been to never let her back into my life. but they say trust God, after this, that's going to be a very hard task. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

capmonkey 2007-02-07 01:13 (link)

Maybe you were listening to the wrong people? Humans are supposed to make mistakes every once in a while It's what we're known for. It's hard to say what is God's and what is not. Take it from me, I'm a border line atheist. Look, I don't want to continue this as a comment discussion. If you want to speak with me about this...you know, vent out the aggression (or lack there of), then you can mail me. If you ask, I'll give it to you. If not, I'll drop this and we'll pretend you're right. I'm not saying this to be a dick. I just want to help. If I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-07 01:44 (link)
	i see it on your profile so you'll get an email from me in the morning. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-07 18:26 (link)
	Maybe I was listening to the wrong people? I'll give you that, I listened to one wrong person, her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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crypticdesign 2007-02-06 21:34 (link)

As pointless as I know this is, I will try one last time. No one else seems to have gotten it through to [either of] you, but I guess I'm a glutten for punishment..... I don't think he planned on getting fucked over by that woman, did he? I promise you it was NOT God's plan for him to date a married woman in the first place!!! Therefore he, [you] did NOT prove God wrong! Bill was merely following his OWN plan when he became involved with a married woman. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-06 22:06 (link)
	for some reason God always brought her and i back together and in the end, she always went and fucke dit up, so I will always know better than God than women like her, aren't worth a decent man's time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oxsunshinexo 2007-02-06 23:41 (link)
	Yeah it is a nice icon isnt it? Seeing how he took it off my MYSpace page. Kinda weird isnt it? His little partner there takes my other icon with Tinkerbell and now he has this one...hmmm ;0) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xdrunk 2007-02-07 00:19 (link)
	Actually, I didn't take it from your myspace page since I deleted it from my favorites the day I got rid of you. I saw it in another Blurty community I was checking out, so please, keep your lies to yourself. As for your fairy icon, you have no patent on it so anyone can make a copy and use it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	spillthebox 2007-02-12 08:18 (link)
	Or so you hope. I imagine Debbie's smart enough to not listen to ANY of your bull by now. She's demonstrated presence of mind in not trying to tear you apart in this community like you've been doing. But then, I imagine that's because she realizes you're doing it for her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)