Dear newly Ex-boyfriend,
I'm sorry for trying to change you. I'm sorry for holding on for so long when I knew things would never work between us. I could sit here, and hate you for everything you said to me in our last phone call. But instead, I'm going to thank you. Thank you for having the strength to leave when you know I wasn't strong enough to break it off. You have become my best friend, and I was afraid of leaving you. Every time I tried to leave, I'd come crawling back to you. I'm sorry for witholding sex "like an old married woman"- you crack me up. But the thing is, for the past few weeks I haven't had any desire for you in a physical sense. I wasn't trying to punish you, I just simply am not into you anymore. And I refused to listen to my heart and break up with you. Thank you for letting me go.
Love,
the girl that gave you everything and needs to find herself again
update: I love how you wouldn't give me any of my shit back.. and how you make me once again be the one to break up with you when you are the one with the problems in the relationship. i hate that you can say you love me, and then treat me like shit.. stop playing games with my heart.. oh god, isnt that a backstreet boys song or something?
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