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Combat Zone (undisclosed) wrote,
@ 2004-11-10 15:39:00
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    Holy Cow
    I received a "Holiday Bonus" today! The AIDS hotline never gave me any kind of bonus (I barely even had standard benefits). Sure, they pro-rated the amount since I haven't been working here for a full year, but it was still enough to cover most of my anticipated holiday gift purchases. It's enough to make a guy feel appreciated (*sniff*).

    People are still frantically calling me looking for flu shots. I pray this isn't a bad flu year.

    I feel like a bad blogger, updating as infrequently as I do. This job simply isn't as interesting as being an AIDS counselor was. Nobody here compares answering the phone to being "in the trenches" like we did on the AIDS hotline. What I do now is just as important, but it can be hard to be as passionate about it.

    On average, Elder Hotline calls are more heartbreaking than AIDS Hotline calls, and my hands are more tied when it comes to helping people out. There's not much that can be done when an 85 year old grandmother transfer a piece of land to her daughter's name, only to have the daughter sell it out from under her. Or when 60 year old's income is just barely over the cutoff for Medicaid, yet their medical bills are far and away higher than their ability to pay.

    At least on the AIDS hotline I was able to give people good news. The best news I give people these days is "yes you qualify for meals-one-wheels, but the waiting list may be up to a year or more."

    I'm quickly approaching a crossroads in my life where I'll need to decide if I want to continue doing this -- or something like this -- for the rest of my career. I wonder where fate will lead me.

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meow!
daystar
2004-11-10 18:02 (link)
Congrats on the bonus! :)
If you listen to your heart and your passions, I'm sure you'll find your path. I can imagine how heartbreaking it must be to hear the stories of the elderly... it's so sad when people take advantage of the good intentions of our elders... but if your heart's not in it, if you have no inspiration in it, it's probably not the right place for you.

daystar ;)

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greeneyed_lady
2004-11-11 05:13 (link)
Good Job on your bonus. Sounds from your blog like you have definitely earned it. You are a real inspiration.

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slate
2004-11-11 10:19 (link)
Wherever fate or life will take you, I wish you all the best. You are a good soul.

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yuliag
2004-11-11 11:25 (link)
Sounds like you'd enjoy something a little more exciting than this, but less stressful than AIDS... Maybe you should try cancer? At least cancer is mostly curable... I think... (Ok, I realize it sounds kinda silly, but you know what I mean right?) Or some sex line - there's got to be a sex-related hotline, because there are other things for people to be concerned about like pregnancies and STDs. What do you think you want to do? Have you started writing a book yet? :)

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undisclosed
2004-11-11 19:58 (link)
I started writing a book some time ago. Unfortunately I haven't continued writing in it in almost a year.

You bring up an interesting point though: the AIDS hotline was indeed stressful. Too stressful. I wonder if I'm destined to be forever stuck between jobs that are understimulating and those that burn me out?

When you said "some sex line" I thought you meant phone sex. That might be fun :-D

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yuliag
2004-11-12 04:23 (link)
Well, that's the safest kind of sex - something you might like :))

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greeneyed_lady
2004-11-12 05:58 (link)
LOL, yeah, begin your lifes work running a sex line. You know that could help many ppl! lol
---undisclosed, Hey finish the book. Im preaching to me too.

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undisclosed
2004-11-12 08:36 (link)
Hmmm... well I've been told I have the voice for it. You know, there could be a market out there. I could run commercials on Lifetime and Oxygen... Only $2.99 a minute.

My book is actually going to have a phone sex scene in it, I've decided.

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