Another part of my day.
It's still bugging me. I can't get this nonsense out of my head. I was looking at houses before and that made me feel a little bit better. I wish I could look at cars, but I have no idea how much money I have.
Kevin hasn't texted me all day. He used to text me all the time. Now he never does, and when I text him I always seem to get one word answers like "yup" and "good". I don't get what I've done wrong to be treated like this all of the sudden. I didn't think I was a bad person.
Whatever, If he wants to go to karaoke tonight, let him. I'm going to stay home. I'll cry lonely self to sleep in my pillow and wait for him to come home. Maybe one day I'll have friends but I'm not going to force it just because he wants me too. That's how you end up with rotten friends. I was looking on the internet for friends before, all the websites seem to be for dating though. I want a friend not a boyfriend lol.
Kevin made an appointment for me to get a tattoo on July 2nd. I'm really excited about that. He just got a new one last night. A 1-up mushroom from mario. It's really cool. now he has one on each shoulder. To tell you the truth I'll kind of miss his blank shoulder. Not that it really matters either way.
Ugh the friend search is really sucking, I hate the freaking internet sometimes!
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