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| Current music: | LeAnn Rimes |
Realization
Okay, I figured out what's wrong with me. (stop snickering)
I have to stop idolizing the guys I like, because then they become unapproachable and therefore beyond human in my mind. Hence what has happened with me liking Alex. I can't ever be his friend. Hell, I can't even have a normal conversation with him. But I can idolize him. Doing that shit SUCKS! Stupid Allison. *slaps across face*
I did that last year, but the guy I liked was the biggest asshole yet. And he proved not to be idolization-worthy. In fact, I hate him now. It took me over a year to figure that out. Stupid Allison. *slaps across face*
Right now I'm listening to LeAnn Rimes, because I figure that if I can sing like her, I might have an ounce of talent. Not working. I suck. I can't sing. What the hell am I doing? Who am I fooling, I have absolutely no talent. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING IN VOCAL CLASS AMONG THE MOST TALENTED PEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL?????!!!!
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 | Hey, I idolize guys too! 
(Anonymous)
2004-04-18 23:02
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Ok, so I read a thing in a magazine once about girls idolizing guys they like. It's like, they put them on a pedestal and they think that the guy is absolutely perfect. So then, they try and talk to the guy and they can't cause they think he's so amazingly amazing.
The whole thing sounded oh-so familiar. Apparently, it's common. So the girl who wrote the article said that she never idolizes guys, cause then she can talk to them without freaking out. And that's how she got her current boyfriend. (But hey, I'm sure the fact that she looked like a super-model and had a great job at a popular magazine had nothing to do with it, right?)
Oh well, my new resolution is to never idolize guys. But it's tough. Some guys are perfect. What can I say?
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