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lexie (uhlexis) wrote,
@ 2004-01-08 01:10:00
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    Current mood: refreshed



    You have torn and broke down the person i was, and for that I HATE YOU. Everything about you fucking sucks. Someday though, i will build myself back up and be a better person then i was before. But until then i will remain thinking that you are the lowest form of FILTH on earth and you really should just do us all that favor of ending your life today, as you wish, what, everyday? lol. Yet you wont do it because you are F.A.K.E. Everything about you has FAKE written all over it. Man you even have to be fake when it comes to love, why? its beyond my comprehension. I want to thank you though, because you have taught me a great lesson on love, I may not know exactly what is it yet because of you, but i now know everything that love is not, and from what ive learned, i can have love with someone else in another level and it will be so much better. but as far as everything you put me through, you have no idea how much i hate you for that. I hope you die. Every night before i go to bed i wish to god that you would just fucking die. why would i wish such a thing? BECAUSE I HATE YOU. You are just a waste of space, a waste of a human being, waste of oxygen. you are NOTHING, absolutly nothing. i bet if someone cut you up right now they would find NOTHING. You are empty inside. And youre so fucking suicidal its pathetic, you want peoples attention..well baby, you got mine, do us all a favor and TAKE THE FUCKING KNIFE AND SLIT YOUR WRIST. SLIT YOUR NECK. Do whatever sucidal bitches do GOD FUCKING DAMN. and when you do finally die, ill find out. :d ill be the one bringing the party hats and the cake, not no flowers or baskets or wtfe, well maybe a DEAD BLACK flower to symbolize the color your heart really was.


    as for everyone else, yall have yourself a good night :d

    `Alexis <3



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lesliez
2004-01-08 16:58 (link)
ohhh yeah, I had a good night alright! pb'ing my boyfriend ;]

ilu though

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uhlexis
2004-01-08 20:19 (link)



lol whaaaaaat. i wanna pb you :/ -gets on one knee- leslie..will you do the honor of taking my phone virginity :( lol ILY!<3

`Alexis <3

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lesliez
2004-01-08 21:45 (link)
Yes I would be delighted! all you have to do is get the nerve to call me...

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complicati0nz
2004-01-08 19:21 (link)
Thats some deep shit.
but i know exactly what&who your talking about.
I hope you find happyness in the end of all of this.
stay strong kiddo, because we all know you are.

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uhlexis
2004-01-08 20:23 (link)



in order for me to find happyness in my life, i`m gonna have to be able to trust and believe people, and as of right now, i don`t, and im fuckin up something which could turn out to be a real good thing, only if i trusted people eh? :/ but thx for the comment<3

`Alexis <3

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kishes
2004-01-08 21:57 (link)
i dunno who that's too or anything but you told them what's up :p!

-deann

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uhlexis
2004-01-08 23:23 (link)



oh you know who its too, trust me :d

`Alexis <3

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