| Current mood: |  discontent |
gah. i just got off the phone with devon a few minutes ago. he really wants me to give him a second chance, and i wanna give him one, but see, it would just be because i want a relationship, but idk if i want one with him? cause right now i want one with someone else, but uh thats not mutual anymore, cause i guess i take too much time? idk. im really trying my hardest though. but i always feel like im being pressured and everything needs to be NOW NOW NOW, and god. im not used to being that way - taking risks on being hurt again is just something i dont know if i wanna do, i wanna make sure its right, and make sure itll really work out an laksfj yep. why am i even thinking about it still when i know its all done and over with? fuck man. ugh =/. sorry my entries are all drama. they wont be when i finally get things right in my life, i promise. on another note. I have a new sn =) its lexie ownz. Its gonna be buddy list only so haha fuckers =) leslie made it for me yesterday cause i said i wanted a new sn. im always switching sns :o i cant keep anything for over a long period of time. it either gets sick of me, or i get sick of it. thats how it usually goes, and see im sick of writing in this thing now. so bye. :o
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