| Current mood: |  grateful |
| Current music: | "Breathing" -Lifehouse |
where I want to be...
Finally. FINALLY!!! Everything has fallen into place for me. I have family who loves me and calls just to say hi, I don't have class until 12:30 every day. :o) I am able to go out and have fun with only good consequences. I made the first move with Paul, and we finally did what I was waiting for since September....and I thouroughly enjoyed it. :o) And I have a large group of the GREATEST friends I have ever met...out of all the places I've been, all the faces I've seen, all the people I've wanted to be around....I feel like I fit here. I've found where I am supposed to be, where I was intended to be all along. I have friends to do dorky things, like crochet, with. I have friends to drink with. I have friends to go shopping with, read with, dance with, sing in the shower with. I have friends who honestly care about me, and are there for me when I need it.
It's snowing. :o)
I read a certain journal comment today, and felt a small pang of jealousy when reading what The Princess wrote you. After thinking about it, though, maybe it is what you need. Someone in close proximity, who is also an insomniac, who wants to call you every night just like I do. I hope it all works out...
The lock on the piano room is hardcore broken, and it is open all day and all night....wooo baby!
Instead of studying for my music exam, I decided to go out and have fun last night.....and I am so glad I did. I had the best night, just laughing, hugging, being with friends...slow dancing to no music...drinking, and listening to Adam (Pacey) play my guitar for Alissa and seeing everyone so happy....yay! I know enough about music, anyway. ;oD
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