foul mood..
Layed in bed again.. all night long.. mind racing.. could not sleep for anything! Have to perform at one of the major casino's today.. I guess I dont mind if it gets me out of the house. I just hate walking through the damn casino.. they keep it fucking 25 degrees below zero but apparently no one in the whole fucking universe notices this except for me! I am an alien from outerspace.. and I stand on stage the whole night shivering, shaking and in misery because no one else thinks its freezing but me.
Took my first Ambilify.. am waiting for the Heavens and the skies to open up and for me to hear angels singing.. its not happening.
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