*[You dont know how lovely you are]* (trippinkitten) wrote, @ 2003-11-25 18:57:00

i dont know why i thought i was special to him
or why i had a chance
all i was, was a trick to him
he was ashamed of me.
he deind whatever we did to everyone
told his friends i had no chance
and i should stop trying to "be with him"
but told me "he really liked me".
why must he lie to me?
what did i do to him?
the way he....
wishpered sweet nothings to me
played with my hair
touched my leg
held my hand
his lips touched mine
the way he CONVINCED me he liked me
and told me what what everyone said was a lie
but it turned out
he was the one who was lying
but i must admit he was good,
b/c he got me
he fooled me
he made me cry
and cry over and over
he made me think i was pretty
or had a chance with him
all he wanted to do was to use me
for his drunk amusment
and he ended up hurting me
then he put me back when he was sober
and waited for another drunk night
and the sad truth is
like they say....
he could slit my thorat
and with my last ounce of breath and energy
id apoligzie for bleeding on his shirt
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH RIGHT NOW!

	(Anonymous) 2003-11-25 20:32 (link)
	sarah sweety dont be sad..i know its hard..boys suck and they are mean..ur beautiful ok...and ur a very funny person..u have friends wheter u like it or not..ur not alone..i felt the same way u did a couple days ago..i hated it too..lets try to have fun on our girls night out!...take care <3 pamelJAx (Reply to this) (Thread)

	thanks trippinkitten 2003-11-25 20:55 (link)
	wow thanks pam, that menas alot coming from you. we will definitly have fun on our girls night out. the anti-boys night.... ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)