Some girl (toxicityzed) wrote, @ 2003-04-27 00:31:00

Current mood:	tired, confused, lost, bored
Current music:	korn #25

hello white box in which i type it. or...hello keyboard since thats what im looking at. i see flashing from the corner of my eye (aka: sun or ash IMing). i told em brb so i dont see flashings no more. im tired right now but im also EXTREMELY bored. i hate being bored. i am always bored. put them together...yes. im bored. i was thinking about ashlie and i know shes gonna read this eventually. i dont think we're gonna be friends long. maybe one more year tops. why do i think this? well we dont really talk that much anymore and shes always grounded. even if she wasnt im sure neither of us would take too much effort to see each other. i probably am sounding like "oh well" and i dont care but i do im just saying things plainly without any emotion. and im always thinking shes my bestest friend but why? i cant think why. part me thinks i need a reason, but another part thinks i dont need a reason and she just is. and ashlie, if u read this add a comment or email me or something and tell me if i should think otherwise but right now im not sure. i probably sound really retarded and maybe i dont even know what im writing about since im tired. oh well

Ill Never Write In Here If Im Tired dragonzstar 2003-04-30 21:54 (link)

It seems as tho writing in here when yur tired makes people not sound like themselves. Like mavis and now u. This didnt sound like u really (the first couple lines did......). Iono. mebbe its the fact that u aint talkin to anybody, or mebbe its that u really are tired. Whatever exuse fer soundin like that works. But thats what journals are for; to sound different then what u normaly sound like. An Im gonna shut up now before I start with this different soundin thing too. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Ill Never Write In Here If Im Tired toxicityzed 2003-05-02 00:20 (link)
	lol....i hate to break ur heart yet AGAIN but i think u started the different sounding thing...tear for u! i like that green thing stickin out its tongue. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)