| Current mood: |  bored |
| Current music: | "so yesterday"- hilary duff |
"yesterday... so yesterday... haven't you heard...?
... I'm going to be okay...
((laughs)) I've been listening to Hilary Duff's, "So Yesterday", for ages now. Yes, she's the pretty blond chickie on Lizzie Maguire. I really like this song for some odd reason. Maybe it's because I love the Disney Channel. Ah, that's what I get for being too lazy to change the channel at night. Yeah, that's a crappy excuse. I watch the Disney Channel... so what? I'm a "fluffy" goth. ((laughs some more))
Aw, how cute. I just saw something that my former "someone" did! He's always been so talented, and now he's doing something with that talent. Pretty boy with the pretty dancing skills. I always did love watching him break, even though he got all sweaty and disgusting afterwards ((sighs)) But, seeing that short clip that was sent to me... now I feel horrible for always running away from him anytime he tried to hug me or kiss me. I just didn't know how to act around someone who I liked that much and he was pretty much like my best friend, so there was the "uh.. I don't want to screw up the friendship" mentality. I hope he's met someone who treats him better than I did. Damn, he's so cute too! I miss our 12 hour conversations. I mean, that was crazy how we used to talk from 6pm when his shift started til 6am when it ended. A lot of stuff was talked about.. and now, ((ppffttbbb)) nothing. Funny how so many of my friendships/relationships turn out that way. Maybe it's not so funny.
Oh well, Tired. I wanted to go out with Tony, Thinh and all of them... but when it finally came time to actually go out, I wound up changing my mind. I just didn't have the energy to deal with them all. Moni wound up calling me, and I convinced her that Mike and her should come over, which they did, and we did the traditional Olney thing; sat out in front of the house and talked for a while. She saw my butt. He saw my butt. Ha. They're both going to impregnate me with their child. But unfortunately, she had to get home, and then I came back in.. and now I'm still not doing anything. Maybe I'll head over to Moni's or something. <33 toodles.
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 slasher
2003-09-28 20:04
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sounds like how all of my friendship/relationships end. =/ it sucks to start back from square one. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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