what i am thinkin'...
Its 11:15 p.m. and I am really ready to fall asleep, but decided to write a bit before I get offline. My mind has been whirrling in it's usual storm of confusion tonight. Alot of thoughts running through my head.
Had a decent night at the bar last night. CC had a guy who hit on her pretty heavy. She freaked when he asked her to drive him home and said they could get naked. LOL She said she wasn't ready for that yet, and 'Not with a guy from the bar...' He was a cute guy though. I think if I was single and he asked me, we would have gotten naked. lol Seems like everytime I go to the bar, I think of how much more fun I could be having if I wasn't married. The grass is looking alot greener on that other side of the fence. Things with Mark are not improving at all. I'll just be here until the explosion occurs and everything flies apart. Then when its impossible for me to stand it one more day, I will go. I should just go now, but thats how I am. Wait until the very last moment.
Been thinking about R and PK alot lately. More than I should actually. My brain is too sleepy to function anymore. Time for bed. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
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