| Current mood: |  crappy |
*frowns* Where is Joel when I need him? >:O I need to talk to someone and..well, I know other people are here to listen but..I don't want to talk to anyone else about it. :\
Stupid things first...
I'm not dating Jordan Bratman. ... Fanfiction scares me..especially when they pair me up with Eminem and Fred Durst, k. The only good ones are when I'm paired with Justin, Brit and/or JC. People need to get it through their thick heads that I'm not dating Justin. Colin Farrell needs a journal so I can jump his jock like white on rice. I need a new layout. *makes a face*
On with the emoness...
It feels like something's missing. I don't know. When Josh hung out with me after the show a few days ago we were in my dressing room, sitting on the couch and we were all snuggled up. .. Of course, it was in a completely friendly way..*quirks an eyebrow* It'd be a little too weird if it were any way else beings he's my best friend and all. Anyways, it felt nice to have arms around me, ya know?..Being held. I really miss that. And, when I went to the hotel and I was alone...well..*frowns* I just felt..alone. So..I laid on the bed and I was just..thinking. I started crying. I ended up crying myself to sleep. *tucks her hair behind her ear* I'm lonely. I hate it. .. I'm not saying I want anything serious right now. .. I really don't think I'm ready for that. I just want someone to hold me and kiss me and make me feel important, ya know?...Maybe not even a relationship but hell..I just want someone to make me smile and feel good (emotionally, physically..etc). *grumbles* Maybe I just need to be laid. *shrugs a shoulder*
*muffles a yawn* Christ. I need sleep. Night.
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