|Current mood:|| frustrated|
|Current music:||people chatting....i need a CD|
patience completely gone in 3....2....1....... ::POW!::
No more no more, I just can't take it. I'm not going out of my way to be nice and try to get my parents to like me. After my Dad saying that I need churching and that I can't eat anymore of the food in his house, and after watching my brother get away with EVERYTHING....I'm so done. And although I may sound livid, I'm not. Sure, I'm pretty upset, but I'm just looking at it as this is the driving force I need to put into action my plan of actually moving out. I'm gonna get my own place and take care of myself and everything will be fine. Sure, I'll struggle for money and everything and I'll be completely strapped, can't take a day off of work when you have bills to pay, but just knowing that I work my stinkin' butt of for everything I have, would mean the world to me. I want to just save up and move out to Nebraska, and thats something else I have to put some more thought into and research more. I will have to work two full time jobs once summer rolls around because I have to get an apartment by myself. Everyone I know wants to either stay at home so that they don't have bills, or if they want to move out, they are doing so with their boyfriend. The only person that would get a place with me is this girl from work, Debra, and I could live with her if we got a place, but the only problem is she has two daughters, 14 &15, which doesn't bother me, but she still wants me to pay half of everything. I guess I'll just have to save up some more money, and see if it's possible to stick it out until graduation, although I don't know if I can.
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