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Justin Fucking Timberlake (timbafuck_me) wrote,
@ 2003-08-23 10:45:00
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    Current mood:contemplative
    Current music:Musiq-Dont Change

    I've been thinking . . .
    - He sighs,looking around,making sure no one sees his update and begins to type -

    Alright...I've been thinking about NSYNC and the future..The future more than anything.I wanna be able to settle down and just be with Shauna.Yeah,I know what you guys are thinking..I told some of you,and I even told everyone who was in the chat last night,but no one bothered to listen too me..Or thought I was joking.I wanna quit NSYNC,and even my solo project..The project turned out to be a success..I'm not going to lie,now I wanna be able to go too Tennessee,or wherever,and get a house,and put a fence up,and have a baby girl or baby boy running around,and having Shauna and I take care of the baby.Yeah,I,Justin Randall Timberlake wants to start a family.I don't know what my momma is going to think,nor Trace. I still care about what they think and say.I don't wanna hurt anybody..But I think i'm past that point,so what's the use? . .

    NSYNC has brought me so many laughs,tears,and even love.Yes,i'm talking about the past,and Britney.She had such a good heart..and a big one at that.I thought I would NEVER find love like that again..Than here comes Shauna,and just by an interview..I felt so comfortable talking to her,and she was so understanding.Even when i'm wrong,she'll tell me i'm wrong,or if I get out of line..she'll tell me and put my ass in check. - Laughs . - I'm telling you,the girl knows how to get too me.She brings out the best in me..and that's what I needed.She came into my life at the RIGHT time..Couldn't come in at a better one either. My momma thinks the same thing now that I won't stop talking about her,and my momma just looks at me and gives me the look as if she's "the one"if you catch my drift.Shauna reminds me a lot like my momma. How?

    Well,like I said,she'll tell me when i'm wrong,and she agrees when i'm right.She holds me at night when i'm upset or stressed out,and she kisses me on the forhead and tells me it's going to be okay..I believe her..because her words are so sincere and true.She always says how great I am,and how much she loves me,but the truth is..I'm more in love with her than she even thinks.She keeps me so grounded.She reminds me of just a girl back home in Tennessee..Which is..amazing. We know eachother almost so well that sometimes we think alike.Scary,ain't it? -Laughs. - When Britney and I were together,it was different.We were together for 3 1/2 years,and part of those 2 years we're good.We known eachother way to long,and to be in a relationship THAT long .. I think we just grew apart,and got tired of eachother at that.Notice in the media,where we just didn't wanna be around eachother?I would have this.. look..and she wouldn't even say a word to me for half the night. It was like that for awhile..and she did what she did..and I got hurt by it,because I tried so hard to save the relationship.I really did..but now,that was the past,and yes,Britney will always remain somewhere in my heart.I can't just forget her like nothing ever happened.I'm not in love with Britney,nor do I have any plans in present or future to go back out with her.So your hearts can stop racing. - Shakes his head. - But,she and I are friends,and I hope it remains that way along with Trace and I . I miss Trace..I seriously do.Well..maybe he needed sometime for himself,and to be with Ashlee.-Nods. - Gotta give them there time now.

    Anyways,JC and I talked and he is convincing me to stay apart of what I am now..apart of NSYNC.I do admit,I love being on stage,singing,entertaining millions of people ..but what about what I want?Doesn't anyone ever think about that?What I want is,to be able to sit home,take care of a child,and Shauna,and live a happy,NORMAL life for awhile..And by normal,I mean without any paparazzi,or whatever.Yeah,they'll still be there.What can I do?Not a damn thing.I hate them sometimes,but they do give you good publicity. ;] .. But,that's what I want now..and I have like 3 or so months in Europe of MORE touring.I dont think I have anytime to make love on tour man.It's like..concerts,radio promotions,photoshoots,and than more concerts,and late night concerts,and yes,as much as I hate to say it,I do get paid sometimes to be shown up at clubs late at night..sometimes I go on my own and with friends who are on tour with me.Oh well,I guess this is the life of "The Famous" Justin Timberlake and I still say,people should treat me like Shauna does..everyone needs to talk too her more often,and see how she talks about me..as if I lived next door to her or something.

    I talked to Alyssa,and we had an argument a couple nights ago,and I bought her a new scooter.-Smirks. - I hope
    she likes it..becaues I know I did when I saw it.I didn't really 'talk'to her..just gave her the scooter,and had to jet out.I didn't know how to say SORRY to her..but I am..My opinion still stands,and i'm not saying sorry for what I said,just sorry for being an ass of how I said it. I'm sure she's thinking the same,or slightly the same.

    Ameh,Thanks for the code <333

    Shauna..Here you go -Grins. -
    Oh, hey...
    Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
    To you
    Mmm... mmm... mmm...
    Oh, yeah, babe

    My whole life has changed
    Since you came in, I knew back then
    You were that special one
    I'm so in love, so deep in love

    You make my love complete
    You are so sweet, no one competes
    Glad you came into my life
    You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

    Girl, you open me, I'm wide open
    And I'm doing things I never do
    But I feel so good, I feel so good
    Why it takes so long for me finding you

    This is my story and I'm telling you
    It's not fiction, it's surely a fact
    Without you right here having my back
    I really don't know just where I'd be at

    My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
    Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh... oh... )
    You were that special one (You were that)
    I'm so in love, so deep in love

    You make my love complete (You make, make my love
    Complete)
    You are so sweet (Oh, oh), no one competes
    Glad you came into my life (Ooh... )
    You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

    I analyzed myself, I was buck wild
    Never thought about settling down
    But all the time I knew I was ready
    But not with all my friends around


    But girl, I put you first now (I put you first now)
    You made me, helped mold me (Helped mold me, baby)
    Turned me into a man, I'm so responsible
    And I owe it all to you

    My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
    Since you came in, I knew back then (Oh, oh)
    You were that special one (You were that special one)
    I'm so in love, so deep in love (Oh, oh, oh... )

    You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
    You are so sweet, no one competes
    Glad you came into my life (So glad you came in)
    You blind me with your love (Blind me, baby), with you
    I have no sight

    {God has blessed me} God has blessed me, baby
    Girl, He was good to me when He sent you
    {I'm so happy, baby}
    I'm so happy, I'm so happy, baby, oh, yes, baby
    {Share my world} Come and share my world, baby,
    Oh... whoa... yeah. yeah
    {I'm so in love} I'm so in love
    I'm addicted to your love, baby, yeah...

    My whole life has changed (Oh, yes, I am)
    Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh)
    You were that special one (You were that very, very
    Special one)
    I'm so in love (You were that very, very special one),
    So deep in love

    You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
    You are so sweet (Yes, you did, baby), no one competes
    (No one competes, oh)
    Glad you came into my life
    You blind me with your love (Come on), with you I have
    No sight

    My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
    Since you came in, I knew back then (You made a
    Difference in my life)
    You were that special one (I knew you were that
    Special one)
    I'm so in love, so deep in love (When I first laid
    Eyes on you, babe)

    You make my love complete (You make my love complete,
    Darlin')
    You are so sweet, no one competes (No one competes,
    Baby)
    Glad you came into my life (No one, no one)
    You blind me with your love (No one), with you I have
    No sight (Come on)

    My whole life has changed (Oh... whoa... whoa... whoa... )
    Since you came in, I knew back then

    And this is to Cameron Diaz.Who likes to fuck with my head,and fuck with the press.She's the girl who likes to go to the show and after the show.


    That's how it goes
    Muchas chicas
    Bumrush the door
    You know they got
    Grande culos
    They want to go to the show after the show
    Mi cherie
    Say she want to come get with me
    Don't you know G's too freaky
    She wanna go to the show after the show

    Maybe it's just the way I move, do you like
    The way I freak a beat
    Tell me, is it all the lights you see, or is it
    Me being me?
    Can you feel the bass in you, tell me, do you
    Like the way it moves?
    Do you wanna see me do what I do, or would
    You ratherbe somewhere getting it on with me?

    That's it, come on
    Say you wanna roll with me
    Come on
    You sure you wanna roll with me?
    Come on
    Say you wanna roll with me
    Come on, yeah
    Come on
    Say you wanna roll with me
    Come on
    Cause if you wanna roll with me
    Come on
    You know I'm gonna wanna see

    That's how it goes
    Muchas chicas
    Bumrush the door
    You know they got
    Grande culos
    They want to go to the show after the show
    Mi cherie
    Say she want to come get with me
    Don't you know G's too freaky
    She wanna go to the show after the show

    You can't take your eyes off of me, while
    I'm plucking on my guitar strings
    Do you see a guitar string, or do you
    Really see your G - string
    Everytime I grab the mic, tell me do you
    Start to fantasize?
    'Bout things you wanna do tonight, baby
    Take this ride, daddy's gonna do you right

    That's it, come on
    Say you wanna roll with me
    Come on
    You sure you wanna roll with me?
    Come on
    Say you wanna roll with me
    Come on, yeah
    Come on
    Say you wanna roll with me
    Come on
    Cause if you wanna roll with me
    Come on
    You know I'm gonna wanna see

    That's how it goes
    Muchas chicas
    Bumrush the door
    You know they got
    Grande culos
    They want to go to the show after the show
    Mi cherie
    Say she want to come get with me
    Don't you know G's too freaky
    She wanna go to the show after the show

    I've been wanting to know, just how
    Far you will go
    With your fantasies, let's swing an episode
    I've been waiting to see, just hoe far you will go
    Eroticy, baby welcome to the show

    That's how it goes
    Muchas chicas
    Bumrush the door
    You know they got
    Grande culos
    They want to go to the show after the show
    Mi cherie
    Say she want to come get with me
    Don't you know G's too freaky
    She wanna go to the show after the show .. Look.I rhymed. ;] .. Ick..How nasty is Cameron?!>:O

    Shauna,baby..I love you.-Grins.- Today is here,and i'm ready to tell you what I was going too.So hurry up and come around! -Laughs.-

    I'm JT and i'm out.

    -JT



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_amylee
2003-08-23 11:21 (link)
awww justy! I'm so happy your happy..

Yes, I as well, am getting sick of the whole fame ordeal. I miss the little concerts at the bar. It pisses me off because now i get bras thrown at me and shit >;[ ugh. Fames really over-rated. It must suck worse for you though considering the fact that like, your the worlds biggest popstar. -kills all teenyboppers-

I'm glad everything went good with Shauna, you and her are totally perfect for eachother, your both down to earth. You deserve to be happy and I'm glad that you are.

People may talk shit sometimes, but don't listen to em. Its all about your happiness, not what they have to say or think..


as for cameron.. can i stab her? she annoys me. ha!

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timbafuck_me
2003-08-23 11:26 (link)
And all hell finally froze over.SOMEONE WHO FINALLY AGREES WITH ME!!! god. ;] You get bra's thrown at you too?! Join the club! -Laughs.- And as for Cameron,go ahead.I Don't like her either.

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_amylee
2003-08-23 11:29 (link)
AHAH.. i guess i relate to you?

-joins the HEY WE GET BRAS THROWN AT US club-

isnt cameron like ... 30?

HER AND DEMI MOORE ARE CRADLE ROBBERS -runs from the rapists-

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_maggs
2003-08-23 11:26 (link)
oh my god that was really long so I'm commenting to say I read it all and should get a prize or something. :]

P.S. I have my axe all ready for Ms. Diaz still.

See? ;]

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timbafuck_me
2003-08-23 11:43 (link)
-Dies-I LURVE YOU MAGGIE!!!!


And -slaps a sticker on Amy's hand for the "HEY WE GET BRAS THROWN AT US" club-

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luckybasstard
2003-08-23 13:05 (link)
*wraps his arms around you* You deserve what makes ya' happy, man.

Or, you can just get really fat so no one wants you anymore.

If you want, Jayce and I can come out. That just might kill NSYNC's mainstream popularity...

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chriskeeto
2003-08-23 13:16 (link)
....

ok fucking first off, i can't believe you wouldn't sit the four of us down and talk this shit out. if you're tired of touring or want a chance to start your family, we could have taken a little longer break. jayce needs to get better anyway, jess is pregnant so joe's not gonna wanna go on tour just yet. fucking dipshit. look around you. i have a wife and two kids. jc and lance are married with a kid. joe's got one and one on the way and is getting married. we all fucking have families. none of us threw a tantrum and decide the future of the group. cause it's not just yours you're figuring out dude, you're screwing the rest of us without even talking to us? thought you were our friend

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timbafuck_me
2003-08-23 14:23 (link)
Chris,I was going to talk to you and the rest of the guys anyway.God,I'm sorry.I am your friend..and always will be.I should of done it in the first place.But..you know i'll get 10x more flack than you,or Joe,or Lance,or JC will get.It's just difficult..

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_jc_chasez_
2003-08-24 11:27 (link)
Other celebrities have kids. Ones who are even more popular than even you. They seperate private life from public..you can too.

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_jc_chasez_
2003-08-23 19:19 (link)
:hugs you tight: Thank you..glad I'm not the only one who was seeing it like that...

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timbafuck_me
2003-08-24 12:37 (link)
-tapes your mouth shut - SHHH.

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