Justin Fucking Timberlake (timbafuck_me) wrote, @ 2003-07-18 12:02:00

Current mood:	content
Current music:	All 4 One-So Much In Love

An update for everyone,and Trace.
First and formost,since I've updated,no one really knows whats been going on really.Well,Challenge for The Children is here in SOUTH BEACH,so i'm still in Florida.Taking a break along with other people.FT.LAUDERDALE WAS CRAZY the 16th! .. Anyway,Lyssa and I talked and we're cool now.Jessi and I talked and we're good.So I'm pretty much set with stuff that had happened before.

Trace and I got together after Lyssa and I broke up,and it's been so amazing.Last night,I was talking to Trace,and we went to the beach,and I popped the question,and he said yes.So I'm engaged now...to Trace.Who ever would of thought? He's not just my"personal assistant" he's now my fiance.I cant be anymore thrilled,I Can't wait to say "I do" and make it official.No wedding date has been set yet..I think it'll be a lil while.

Anyways,my UK tour goes all the way till Dec 18th.Long ways,eh? Anyways,JC's album is getting released soon,I think in September?I heard some of it,it's awesome.Mad props to him.

I love you Trace,and I always will,and always have..no one can compare to you,not even Britney.Your so amazing to me,and even though you hit me most of the time,I still love you -winks-


Justin

	chriskeeto 2003-07-18 12:47 (link)
	*wipes a fake tear* my little boy is all grown up *sobs and clings to you* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	timbafuck_me 2003-07-18 13:21 (link)
	-sighs-Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_lucca 2003-07-18 13:26 (link)

Look, I know I'm the last person you probably want to hear from, but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I should have kept my big mouth shut, and I know you're going to agree with me on that one. I know that you're never going to forgive me for what I've done, and I really don't know what the hell I'm doing here, commenting this entry. Like I said, I'm probably the last person you want to hear from right now. I'm going to be gone for awhile, just to think about some things. To think about what I've done to you. I've known your ass for awhile, ever since the Mickey Mouse Club, but I know that doesn't mean anything and I know it doesn't compare to how long you've known Trace. It still doesn't give me the right to do what I've done to you. I'll understand if you never forgive me for what I've done, but I'm here.. attempting and trying to get you to do that. If.. you want to talk, you know how to reach me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

timbafuck_me 2003-07-18 13:31 (link)

Tony,I can forgive you..-shrugs- I just..Trace..he's everything to me.And you have known me for as long as I can remember too..Im sorry for what I've done to Trace.. I think I may go as well.Trace doesnt need to get hurt like that.I don't want him to leave me.I'm scared shitless.The first time i've ever been scared in my life. -Sighs tiredly- For the first time..I dont know what to do with myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_lucca 2003-07-18 13:36 (link)

I guess this is my fault. You can't blame yourself for what has happened, Justin. I wish I could turn back time to make it so nothing happened, so you could just be happy. I wouldn't want any other thing for you, Timberlake, other than happiness. I guess I fucked up big time, huh? Why go, Justin? Like I said, this is my fault.. not yours. Who knows? Maybe you leaving will only hurt Trace more. Have you thought of that? Do what your heart tells you to do. I'm sure I know what that is. At least, I have a pretty damn good feeling I know what it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	timbafuck_me 2003-07-18 13:39 (link)
	I'm sorry that this even happened.I just cant see him hurt ..and knowing that I did it...-sighs- What do I do?I dont know what to do.Running seems like the best idea..and your right,probably leaving will hurt him even more.I just..what do I do? I just feel like dieing from hurting him so bad. Someone hit me over the head. . . please? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_lucca 2003-07-18 13:43 (link)
	Give him his space for now... True best friends would remain best friends no matter what, even through a situation such as this one. Gain his trust back. Once you have that trust, NEVER let it go. If you guys don't get back together, well.. don't blame yourself. Its my fault. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	timbafuck_me 2003-07-18 13:45 (link)
	-sighs-Yeah.I guess your right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-07-18 13:43 (link)
	*gives you a big ol' teddy bear hug* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	timbafuck_me 2003-07-18 13:46 (link)
	Thanks,Chris. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)