A m a n d A (tiger_lily1) wrote, @ 2004-06-26 22:06:00

Current mood:	calm
Current music:	motion city soundtrack // my favorite accident

RYAN!
oh, I am in LOVE with ryan gosling. I can't say I'm not. I saw The Notebook last night with amanda and katherine, and yes it is such a girly chick flick.. but you know what, I don't care! it was soo soo good, just as good as I expected it, and I recommend to all who love these flicks. I have been in love with ryan since remember the titans wayyy way back, I mean I loved his little part in that movie.. and i just wanted to be the girl in the movie last night, he was such the perfect guy. how much of a girl do I sound like? I don't care, I was in my own little perfect world watching that movie last night. and I couldn't be happier. I just might go back and see it again, and again, and again. I don't think I'd ever get tired of it. yes, it was predictable and you know that girl would get back with ryan, but still.. it's one of the best flicks i've seen in a long time.. there haven't been any real good girly movies in awhile actually. I haven't quite figured out how to get a pic of ryan in here, there's gotta be some way? eh well, I just want one on here so I can look and drool at it whenever I want =]

I went out to applebee's before the movie with mandee last night also, and I must say that I always enjoy our dates.. there was plenty to talk about for sure.. we never have a lack of topics, especially since both of our lives have a substantial amount of drama in them.. especially her at the moment.. we ran into freddy and tom later before the movie, who refused to come see the chick flick with us haha.. but, you know, there are several reasons why a guy should go see a flick with his girlfriend.. 1) cuz it'd show how much the guy cares about the girl, like he cares so much that he'd put up with a girly movie just for her 2) all guys could learn a thing or two from the leading guys in the movies.. there is a reason why they make us melt 3) if they agree to a chick flick, then they could do whatever they'd like the next time they do something, for example, some gory movie or something.. sigh, I just want ryan, or some guy to act like him..

this afternoon I had to play for graduation, and even though I really didn't want to be there, it turned out okay. Yes, it was pretty boring, but it was nice. I couldn't help but watch someone, someone that I still haven't quite forgot about, even though there isn't much for me to forget.. why can't I get over him? totally and completely? but, it'll be real final when I never see him again, and it looks like that's how it'll end up. still, I'm drawn to him and, no matter how hard I try, I cannot explain it. I hate myself for even writing THIS much about him. I'm done.

I don't understand relationships. and guys for that matter. when you're goin out with someone, like the beginning is the best part almost, cuz everything is new and different, and just FUN.. and like you're just overall happy, almost OVERLY happy.. and thats how I should be right now, and I'm just not.. partly cuz I don't think that rob is terribly happy really either, which doesn't let me be fully happy.. but, well.. maybe I shouldn't complain I don't know. I just don't know. Like I should still have butterflies and still excited and it's not really that I don't feel those things, but he's got me thinking and he asks me questions that makes me think about things all ready.. and I think that I'm just overthinking things.. and I need to stop. Tomorrow's 1 month, but as far as I know, there are no plans.. so that has got me a bit bitter lol.

I went to kristen's softball game tonight with leslie, and had a good time catchin up with that girl.. she saved me cuz I didn't have any plans, well actually I did, but it was to something that I didn't want to go to, and then I found out I didn't have to go.. so everything turned out better. I am, however, extremely jealous of leslie cuz 1) she has her junior license and 2) she's got her own car all ready.. well, she can drive me all around town, I love her.

And I think that that's about all. My oh my, I never write short posts, but eh, rather long ones every few days. Well, that's me and I'm out. I LOVE EVERYONE WHO ACTUALLY READS THIS! lol, really I do.

little_tinheart 2004-06-27 00:06 (link)

Whhoooaaa I was just listening to Motion City Soundtrack before I came online! Weird... I wish I could've gone to see The Notebook. :-( I'm thinking about reading the book for summer reading though. Ahh you saw the creepy kid at the movie theater? Heh...oh man is he scary. Not as scary as he used to be though. He's grown on me somewhat. I still need to get my permit!!! Well at least I have a cell phone...I still can't believe you don't! You can have mine once my contract is up and I get a new one. :-D (Reply to this) (Thread)

tiger_lily1 2004-06-27 14:40 (link)

Welllll we are just really cool people who listen to motion city soundtrack =].. I wouldn't mind seeing The Notebook again actually, I really liked it. My sister has the book, so I was thinkin of reading it too actually.. and haha yes! the scary kid, I've been running into him a lot lately. haha he's grown on you somewhat, quite funny. yeahhhh I'm not gettin my permit for another 3 months basiaclly? ok ok, just a little less than that lol. Well my mom doesn't really want me to have a cell phone cuz I kinda lost hers a couple years ago, but please! I think I'd be a bit more responsible if it was mine, and that was a while ago now! ahhhh it's so frusterating. it's so sad. come on, who DOESN'T have a cell phone besides me? I simply can't think of anyone.. like even if they hate hate HATE their phone, it's a lot better than what I've got -- nottttttttthing.. ahh I'm done venting about my non-existant phone lol. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	i_am_the_movie 2004-06-27 20:22 (link)
	you are crazy..heh. you can have my phone (i was just reading the comments). skimmed your entry wayy too long for me it was making me dizy. i can't believe you told me what happens at the end of the movie..now i cant go see it..thanks! psshh. but you siad you love me so i guess that makes up for it a tad bit. (Reply to this) (Thread)

tiger_lily1 2004-06-28 23:03 (link)

oh come on, you KNEW what was going to happen! even though I "technically" said the ending, it's still very much worth it to go see it. I'd go see it again even. I love it. I am gonna go buy it the day it comes out. It's so amazing, I LOVE LOVE LOVE ryan gosling. ahhh, he's the love of my life. I know you laughed at that, but it's oh so true. ........................happy sigh =] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lizzy_liz 2004-06-29 21:20 (link)

i wanna see that movie too.. it looks cute.. u know wut else is cute? ryan, thats for sure.. well i'll go wit u when u go again... yea and we should take our bf's to teach them a lesson or two.. guys -> idk if i hate them more or love them more.. wutever, theyre still stupid.. and another movie worht seeing again is white chicks.. damn it looks so stupid but lemme tell u, funniest movie ever without a doubt.. well, we'll all have to make these movies plans ttyl xoxo <33 ya... haha its so funny how the four of us are the only ones who ever comment to each other o well at least we know we got love here <33 PEACE OUT (Reply to this) (Thread)

tiger_lily1 2004-06-30 09:39 (link)

it's my faaaaaaaaaaaaaavorite movie!! I love love love love love love LOVE LOOOOOOOOOVE ryan, oh my, I do! If you go to white chicks sometime, I'd go with yaaaa. but yes, it's HiLARiOUS that the 4 of us comment to each other, well katherine comments too but she's away.. still that's 5 people lol, but it's a nice little thing we've got goin on here? maybe? possibly? I don't know. eh, we'll go with it for a while still =] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)