Nicole (thislostbattle) wrote, @ 2004-04-18 12:15:00

Current mood:	angry
Current music:	defiance - no future no hope

ranting
i had a really ellaborate dream about zombies last night. it was really fucked up.

my weekend fucking sucked. i don't want to live my life day in and day out waiting for it to start. this is my life, and the days just pass by and i don't even realise it.
everything bad happened at once. to everyone. i can't sleep, i can't get out of bed, i can't fucking do anything latley. i can't believe this is what i've turned into. i want to go back to work, i want to get my shit together, but i have no fucking ambition. before this didn't bother me. i'm so sick of going through this mundane routine every god damn day. this isn't life.

i need something to help me forget that life in this horrible fucking city is a god damn joke.

	(Anonymous) 2004-04-18 20:35 (link)
	zombies....i love zombies....its too late nikki uve been bitten.... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	thislostbattle 2004-04-18 20:46 (link)
	you wont love them when i come for you first you bastard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brainsandboots 2004-04-19 09:55 (link)
	Start a band. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	thislostbattle 2004-04-19 16:18 (link)
	me and a couple friends have actually been working on it. it would help if i could play an instrument. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	just_tonite 2004-04-19 23:04 (link)
	hurrah for Wet Dry Plus!! or the decay sucks... what are we called again? I'm working on the drumming thing (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brainsandboots 2004-04-20 09:30 (link)
	What are you trying to play? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislostbattle 2004-04-20 14:38 (link)
	i'm apparently going to play bass. i can..sort of, but i need a lot of work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)