Good Morning
Hey well i didnt sleep at all last night maybe for an hr..and i woke back up at 9..so basically im running on 2 hrs of sleep...its impossible i say for me to sleep and NOT be tired....Its quite annoying..Keith said to roll myself over to PA in a roll bar thats at caspers and make it here in a mth..lmao..I'd be like yah i'll make it there on my birthday dooshbag..lmao...We are a werid couple,eh?..lol His friends always laughed at us cuz we'd be like FUCK YOU DOOSHBAG.FUCKING WHORE..lol and then kiss..its quite the relationship i have here..lmao..OooO dear...So idk if i wanna hang out tonight with anyone..I kinda wanna see my mom..yah i know im on crack but i miss my mom....its werid...Yesterday i actually had a civil talk with her..and it was scary cuz there was no yelling no nothing....and i was just lik eh...idk im so confuzzled..Its almost time for me to beep casper and I'm scerd to..Idk im just all vaclempt at the moment...My minds racing at 500 millon miles per hour and its quite difficult to get a real thought in there at any point in time.....
Its like i miss keith for some reason..but i keep thinking about Casper and i get so confused on who or what i should be thinking on both terms..because im really afraid of getting closer to casper because ofthe whole relationship thing..last night he said.."Well u could just say ur going out with a 27 yr old" and i'll tell my friends im with a 17 year old..im like umm..but we arent going...i mean i didnt say that but where did THAT come from..cuz i gots no clue...
We were doing whatever in his room and he was like why does it feel so good tobe with you...im like eh idk?..Its like i GOT my FORTRESS up...and im not sure who imma let in there....*runs in circles* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
xoxo
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