(nevertheless...) (thepunslinger) wrote, @ 2009-03-07 21:16:00

i don't really know what i'm doing anymore.

reread ataraxia for the first time since it was performed. good god i need to cut.

i don't feel like i have a purpose.

Lo siento, dude (Anonymous) 2009-03-09 17:43 (link)

Dude, I seriously hope you don't mean yourself. If it makes you feel better I've been incredibly mopey and lethargic these past few months. Also, there's been a lot of embarrassing 'drunk crying.' I don't know- I think some of this is just due to the senior thing: leaving one (*now*) solid part of our lives and venturing out into unknown and unsure territory. Actually, I'm beginning to suspect that this is the part of life that kind of sucks. -Nat (Reply to this) (Thread)

Re: Lo siento, dude thepunslinger 2009-03-11 01:31 (link)

oh goodness no, i don't mean myself - i meant the script that i wrote. but thanks for the concern. i think you're right about it being a 'senior' thing. i read your post from a bit ago and i totally get the whole fear about being rejected/just not knowing what to do next. i'm applying to a few internships that it would be nice to get but i don't think i will, and on top of that still trying to figure out where i'm going to live/what i'm going to do. i haven't been very proactive about figuring it out, though... i'm sure that it will work out for you though. you've worked so hard and done really well, so i think you have plenty of places to go. and you were never invisible in high school! (although i very much empathize with you not wanting to return to the high school feelings again...) >huggles (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2009-03-24 18:52 (link)
	i cant believe plath's son took his own life, do you know how he did it? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2009-03-24 19:03 (link)
	Hanging. (Reply to this) (Thread)