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i love him on my own
pep rally. great! musical. great! overall okay day. i saw jordan for the first time in 2 weeks... ohh boy. seeing him just brings back all these weird feelings. love. hate. jealousy. anger. saddness. you name it ive felt it towards him.
so yea he drove me home from pep rally it was just like the good ol days before he got too cool. but he didnt seem too cool in the car. it was jus me n him kermit n ms.piggy jus like always. i miss us :o( yeah he complimented me. which was a good sign. we said something to eachother without screaming. which is a good sign. he asked to hang out real soon n go shopping at salvation army n stuff. which is a good sign. but they only bad thing was when we were walking outside and i looked up and stopped and said make a wish... and closed my eyes and wished for the same thing ive wished for with every wish ive ever made since i was nine ... and he said why?? i looked up and said a star... and he said no thats an airplane i said no its a star he said oh yeah that blinking flashing star... but ya kno what who cares if it was a star or an airplane all that matters is if i believe in my dreams rite. im so glad were friends again... i hope this time he says what he means. why cant he just except the way i am. i learned something today ... life is sooooooooo much better when your DARING! seriously. thats what made today bearable. i just said want i wanted to did what i want. it was cool. rock on!
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p.s- i loved jords cologne he used to where dolche and gabana ... and i wear hollister and he always said i smell good and then he went out and bought the same hollsiter as me (cause its unisex) hehe im so flattered!
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