even though the last journal entry started out as merely musing on my part, i've dragged myself into some deep dark abyss. i need to talk to someone otherwise there will be lines all over my legs. i've just told one of my best friends to stop talking to me. and i'm thinking that i'm going to change my screename, not tell anyone, and then start over. maybe this time i can get it right.
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(Anonymous)
2004-07-10 19:57
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You know, I think we both tend to act confident and come across to the other as though we can lead them out of the situation. But once you're done expressing yourself to me, or me to you, the one who has the all knowing stance realizes that the other one has a very valid point, which we can't refuse to admit. I'm not trying to say that you drag me down or that I do that to you, but the things that we complain about highlight some darker matters we both wish not to observe when we're trying so hard to be our optimistic persons.
I do want to tell you to call me, but I've been avoiding pretty much everyone because I don't feel like I can function normally in conversation. Danny is used to this by now, and since a lot of my depression deals with him, I kind of need him around sometimes in a desperate hope to make it better for just a few minutes. But, because you're one of the few people I care about, if you do need to talk, call me and I will let myself forget about myself so I can listen to a friend. SERIOUSLY.
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