|Current mood:|| satisfied|
|Current music:||"saints and sailors" by dashboard confessional.|
this is where i say i've had enough.
oh good, i made a new journal. it's really ugly, i hope that can be fixed. if it can't, i'm going somewhere else. anyways. work sucked big time yesterday. the kids were terrible and their mom was home, but i stayed anyway because she was really sick. because she was so sick, i had to take all three of them to a birthday party. at the birthday party there were 7kids including the three i brought. at one point, all the parents went inside to eat, leaving me to watch all 7kids, there were three 2 year olds, two 4 year olds, one 5 year old, and one 6 year old. it was hell. so. i've been thinking about him a lot. maybe it's because i always talk to him before going to bed, which leaves me thinking about him, which leaves me dreaming about him, which leaves me thinking about him when i wake up. or maybe i'm just an insane obsessive psycho. ::shrugs:: who knows. i cried a lot last night, i don't even know why. i saw league of extraordinary gentlemen with my brother, it was good. we got home, i got online, talked to my friend Art whom i haven't talked to in months. i was hoping "he" would get online, but he didn't. then Art was telling me about his new girlfriend. and i got really sad all of a sudden. and just kept getting sadder as the conversation went on, and i cried a lot. i hate crying. this morning was quite fantastic. tripp woke me up by giving me a sausage, egg, and cheese mcgriddle from mcdonald's. those things are so good. it made my day. i got lots of lovely buttons to put on my bag yesterday. i got other stuff too. Mark and i are expanding our DVD collection, it's going well. hmm. i'm done writing now. i always write too much. ::shrugs:: i needed to put all that somewhere.
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