| Current mood: |  devious |
| Current music: | "all by Myself" by Celine Dion |
do i ...really?
well...i step on people...i guess...or is it that my enemies like revenge.....sex....kisses....i suppose this is what i deserve....but i have my mom....so everyone who hates me and wants revenge....FUCK OFF!!!!!! maybe you all are jealous of what i have...with no need to be...i have a MOM....i dont need you all anyway...im still alive and im doing good....so if you hate me....squirm...if not...so be it....im tired now...so i guess i'll sleep....there's my mommy...ahhhhhh
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 | claudie 
(Anonymous)
2003-12-01 16:35
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hey Raylene, its me.
"do i ...really?" Do you really what? Do your best to exclude people you no longer give a fuck about? Yes. Have Saul determined to make up for shit in the relationship? Yes. Act a little more grown up? Yes. Dislike Katy? Yes. Oh... my bad. Shouldnt say shit about that, right? Its you and her's relationship. But wait.... Isnt she commenting on YOUR relationships with people? I think so!! Im not one to be over critical or anything, but im giving YOU, Raylene, something to think about. [THIS ADVICE IS FOR RAYLENE, not fucking "anyone else"]... Yea, Is a friend someone whos like "Yea, I love you, but I dont want you at my school and I dont want you to date me friend".... Hell no.
fuck dude. THEY DONT GET IT RAYLENE. they dont get that everyone's just...... SHIT man.... GONE. And more importantly, no one gives a flying fuck.
11:52am 28/11/2003
mood: devious
music: "all by Myself" by Celine Dion
well...i step on people...i guess...or is it that my enemies like revenge.....sex....kisses....i suppose this is what i deserve....but i have my mom....so everyone who hates me and wants revenge....FUCK OFF!!!!!! maybe you all are jealous of what i have...with no need to be...i have a MOM....i dont need you all anyway...im still alive and im doing good....so if you hate me....squirm...if not...so be it....im tired now...so i guess i'll sleep....there's my mommy...ahhhhhh
honostly ray
your "enimies" are'nt out to get you
its your fucking boyfriend!
and rosie doent give a shit about you nor saul
i cant get over how you let him do this to you
4 fucking times
and brittany what a great friend, right?
im not trying to be mean but i want you to open your eyes
people lie
people are fake
people like to see pain
people are selfish
do you see the stars at night
they would tell you.
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| [cont.] Waste of typing. O well. Im hyper.
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2003-12-01 17:36
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Yea, just thought Id paste in both of those nice entries. I dont have much to say about the second one, but yea, from the first its obvious that no one should be commenting to it in the first place. You know what, maybe she does care in her own fucking way, but comeon... "Honestly"... "Youre boyfriend is out to get you"... Please. Nothing is picture perfect, but you guys are actually not dramatic at all. Saul doesnt even write anymore, he feels different with you in the sense that he doesnt walk away from you, Ive talked to him about this shit. You and I have talked about all this also. Its All dumb huh? Because you and I and Saul have all talked and nowhere in those conversations do Katy or anyone else come up for longer than a second, and its always in reference to past. and shes trying to tell you what you should think about Brittany? I dont see that youve commented on Brittany anywhere to begin with in your whole freaking journal. people lie....people are fake...people like to see pain...people are selfish. WHAT THE HELL ARE KATY, AND FUCKING EVERYONE ELSE ABOUT THEN? They just want it all to themselves. If Saul really fucking invested time in Katy right now do you think sh would be complaining right now? They call him dramatic. If they had fucking payed attention instead of getting all dramatic over themselves everytime he walked off or something, they couldnt call him so dramatic cuz he wouldve stopped. Anyone he still talks to and, more importantly, tells HIS SHIT to will notice.
"do you see the stars at night
they would tell you." <-retarded ass statement. lol. You know you want to laugh Raylene ;)
"or is it that my enemies like revenge.....sex....kisses...." <-theyve at least shown they WANT it.
".but i have my mom..." <-me too =)
"so everyone who hates me and wants revenge....FUCK OFF!!!!!! " <- good Job. Or better yet "everyone that hates me and wants revenge... WHAT ARE YOU DOING BEING A FUCKING LINK?" =P
have fun squirming. No Hate.
Haha so much love inside. For things we choose to acknowledge. For things that matter.
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| [cont.] Waste of typing. O well. Im hyper.
(Anonymous)
2003-12-01 17:37
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Yea, just thought Id paste in both of those nice entries. I dont have much to say about the second one, but yea, from the first its obvious that no one should be commenting to it in the first place. You know what, maybe she does care in her own fucking way, but comeon... "Honestly"... "Youre boyfriend is out to get you"... Please. Nothing is picture perfect, but you guys are actually not dramatic at all. Saul doesnt even write anymore, he feels different with you in the sense that he doesnt walk away from you, Ive talked to him about this shit. You and I have talked about all this also. Its All dumb huh? Because you and I and Saul have all talked and nowhere in those conversations do Katy or anyone else come up for longer than a second, and its always in reference to past. and shes trying to tell you what you should think about Brittany? I dont see that youve commented on Brittany anywhere to begin with in your whole freaking journal. people lie....people are fake...people like to see pain...people are selfish. WHAT THE HELL ARE KATY, AND FUCKING EVERYONE ELSE ABOUT THEN? They just want it all to themselves. Were not even fucking competing, or caring, or watching whatever. Were not providing any reactions. Any reactions they see on My face, and surely your face, are just their own stupid ass [wrong] interpretations. If Saul really fucking invested time in Katy right now do you think sh would be complaining right now? They call him dramatic. If they had fucking payed attention instead of getting all dramatic over themselves everytime he walked off or something, they couldnt call him so dramatic cuz he wouldve stopped. Anyone he still talks to and, more importantly, tells HIS SHIT to will notice.
"do you see the stars at night
they would tell you." <-retarded ass statement. lol. You know you want to laugh Raylene ;)
"or is it that my enemies like revenge.....sex....kisses...." <-theyve at least shown they WANT it.
".but i have my mom..." <-me too =)
"so everyone who hates me and wants revenge....FUCK OFF!!!!!! " <- good Job. Or better yet "everyone that hates me and wants revenge... WHAT ARE YOU DOING BEING A FUCKING LINK?" =P
have fun squirming. No Hate.
Haha so much love inside. For things we choose to acknowledge. For things that matter.
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|  yes, it's fucking tawm.
 forgetmeknots
2003-12-02 22:29
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claudia. fuck off. all i've really got to say.. is stay the fuck out of business that isn't even yours. no one likes you. no one cares. it's done. myself, katy, saul, you, ray, pose, and anyone else who might just happen to get dragged into this. no one cares, that's all. no one ever cares. it doesn't even matter. life is life and when you maybe grow up a little you'll fucking realize it. stop sticking up for people, ok? saul has cheated on raylene four fucking times, i know you're not stupid enough to realize that that isn't right, maybe? and i know saul has done you fucking dirty once or twice. he plays too many headgames, and you know it. you're a fucking idiot, and i hope you and saul and whoever else, have a horribly life altering thing happen to you in you.. so, maybe you'd wake up from your little dream.
o, and as for the retarted ass statement.. just take a look at some of the ridiculously shitty bullshit you whip out of your fucking ass. god. die. or something. and next time you decide to insult people, do it to their fucking faces. cause i'd be glad to say this to yours.(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
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2003-12-03 12:17
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Like i said Ray. my comment was to you. Little drama queens? I for one dont even have anyone to be dramatic WITH. Who the fuck am i going to be dramatic with? are my fucking friends dramatic? And I dont talk to you guys and Johnny enough for there to be drama. I dont know where theyre getting all this shit, thinking I actually care. Did i mention rosie in there? I dont think so. Do i sit there with Johnny and converse about her? I dont. Johnny loves to be the one to tell people things about people, he admitted that. Everyone knows im the first one to not give a fuck. Wake up from what fucking dream? Im not in any fucking wonderland, Ray you know this. Im living life, fucking school, friends, job, same shit, different day. yet Ive changed, youve changed, and you know what? I dont want you to ever worry about them knowing it or not, because I dont. Sauls not perfect; im not going to defend some of the shit hes done, I dont think you will either, but do they know what you guys are like together right now? I highly doubt that shit. Toms right about one thing, No one cares, at least as far as I know. So no one should let shit get to them. OK, I fucking wrote you a comment on what Katy said to you, SO FUCKING WHAT? Shit=P. I wasnt trying to get reactions, I was commenting in your journal and thats about fucking it. Did i lose some "Lets see who can prove they care less game" ? =P You know we're beyond that already Ray. lets just say whatever the fuck we want. Because WHOC CARES? We all wasted each others fucking time. Its all good. Really. its great. Im happy. and I know besides wanting to be with your mommy=(, Youre pretty hgappy too.
-mad
[I know you came to visit me at work yesterday. I didnt get in til 6:15 so you probably just missed me. Next time =)]
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(Anonymous)
2003-12-03 15:46
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WHO***
HAPPY***
[i hate typos]
I just checked and I work tomorrow through Sunday. Ill tell you later when my breaks are, Kay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
| UH 
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2003-12-03 23:01
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looks like i can say whatever the fuck i want to Raylene. Do you see her complaining? I like her. Shes grown. I didnt have a right to say how she feels about you, and I regret that, but all else, yea
And yes, ive talked some shit. its all about the past though. i comment on the fucking past. i dont like you guys, and the fact that you guys played such a part in my past. Its mutual. get over it.
no one should fucking speak anyones name. and i make a point not to unless absolutely necessary to get a fucking point across.
Johnnys told me quite a lot of shit you guys have talked also. So shut the fuck up.(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
| claudia
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2003-12-05 11:31
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I didnt say Raylene agrees with me. I mean, why dont you look at what I just said? "I dont have a right to say how she feels about you". From what shes told me, she doesnt like you, but thats all I know. What i wrote in here is obviously all from what I saw and feel. If Raylene doesnt like me, I guess she wouldn't be the first person to be fake. I dont know though. Everyone says shit. Everyone. You just dont know anything with anyone these days. Everything is something else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
| claudia
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2003-12-05 11:33
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I didnt say Raylene totally agrees with me. I mean, why dont you look at what I just said? "I dont have a right to say how she feels about you". From what shes told me, she doesnt like you, but thats all I know. What i wrote in here is obviously all from what I saw and feel. If Raylene doesnt like me, I guess she wouldn't be the first person to be fake. I dont know though. Everyone says shit. Everyone. You just dont know anything with anyone these days. Everything is something else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
| {POSE}
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2003-12-04 01:12
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Hi ray! or Raylene.
Yea i know that im like a bitter taste in your mouth [:P] but i have a question!
Innocent one too.
Would you mind answering it? PLEASE do so.
Is it true that you and saul didnt like claudia and were just trying to be her friend because johnny was complaining about how no one liked her for him? I heard this but because you two seem like such good friends, i needed to know from you.
Yes? No? [its ok to be honest]
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