|Current mood:|| lonely|
|Current music:||Rx Queen by the Deftones|
i wonder...who said life isnt fair? i would really like to meet the person who seems so wise beyond their years. i just cant understand why its so difficult...i dont mean to whine...but shit is always seeming to come back and bite me in the ass! i try to stay sober...i try to tough it out...but there is this overwhelming sense of panic that i just cant shake...like i will fall apart at the drop of a hat...i sit here...next to the one person i feel that cares about me...and i still need to be with her...she's the reason i wake up in the morning...shes the air i breathe, the very source that brings me life...i feel gone! i wont ever be the same...can i heal...or am i sentenced to this damning fate?
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