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FUCK
Well.. throughout the last day my world went from bad to worse...
Because of recent events, ive seriously considered being all out gay, either that or just never being with a woman again. What I thought was fine and gone, popped up again and made my life living hell again. Its like every time things start to get a little bit better, something comes along and makes it twice as bad as it was before. Its really a good thing that I dont believe in god, because otherwise, in recent days, my belief would have been totally and completely demolished. Since yesterday I wish there was a way I could just disappear without anyone missing me, because the only other way I can seem to leave my problems is die, and that doesnt work too well. And since it really doesnt matter what I think im just gonna sit here through this whole thing and say "FUCK" but thats ok.
Off to think of how badly I fucked my life up again,
The Fuckup
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(Anonymous)
2003-05-12 22:42
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Don't go... you aren't a fuckup. And it does matter what you think, you just don't know what other people think. And people that would miss you care about you, they will also help you, trust me on that. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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