i'm a loser
Okay, I was watching Wuthering Heights again last night (yeah yeah, i know, i need to stop watching that movie b/c it ALWAYS makes me feel bad) and i was thinking. I really worry that I'm gonna end up like that. I mean thats such a tough decision: decide between someone you truly love, even though he had a terrible childhood and doesn't know how to express love without being possessive and angry or someone who treats you really well, but that you don't love. I mean what if I find a guy that treats me good and loves me but i never feel the same way about him as i did about gavin? It wouldn't be fair to stay with the guy. but is it fair to myself to go back to the guy that treats me like crap sometimes? That's assuming i even find another guy. i just hope that doesnt happen to me. i hope i find another guy who treats me good AND i love him back. but i'm really scared of having to make that decision one day.
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(Anonymous)
2005-01-12 21:19
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If a guy is possesive or angry and doesn't trust you, no matter what he says, he doesn't love you. Everyone deserves to be treated well, but sometimes you have to be tough to get it. You learn to love yourself first and foremost, then you will find someone who is deserving of your love, and will love you in return. Also keep in mind that the "very good friend" can be more than that if you keep your mind open to the possibilities.
Ok, so I don't know the meaning of the word "quick", we old people tend to rattle on, please forgive.
Remember that the base of enlightenment is light. Keep it that way. Love yourself, and as my wiccan friends say, "Harm none, do what ye will". You're part of them you shouldn't harm too!
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