|Current mood:||I don't know.|
|Current music:||Sobbing coming from myself.|
And it feels like I'm at an all time low...
So, what am I doing wrong? I feel like, when my life is finally falling into place, the people who were there to help me and care for me, when it was so horribly bad, are now walking out. And this isn't where I'm about to bitch out my friends, this is where I ask for another chance. I'm now willing to put everything in the past, I just grew up after hearing really harsh, but truthful words. Please, I want it to be the way it was. I can't stand to walk around, thinking whose mad at me today, or why is this person giving me a dirty look. I can't take it anymore. I say my life is good, but its nothing without you people, I swear, you guys make it what it is. But now, without you constantly there, I'm going insane. But instead of admitting that, I close up, and pretend everything is fine. I'm not. Right now, I'm not, I'm lost without you all. So please, come back to me, give me one more chance. I promise the next time you open your arms, I will come flying into them, cause I know that's where I belong. Side by side with my friends who actually care about me.
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