Syati (syati) wrote, @ 2002-11-05 21:41:00

Current mood:	working
Current music:	Sailing - Rod Steward

Oh my job!!!
I am 41% Internet Addict

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

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Ramadhan has coming. Selamat berpuasa to all muslimin & muslimat all around the world. Personally, I'm not prepared physically & mentally to celebrate Ramadhan. Physically - I'm weak. Living without surrounded my bestfriend make me lost my sense to eat. I always skip my dinner & breakfast. I'm sure I'm getting more slimmer just because I don't happy with my life. Luckily for me, Nani & Ani have move in into my house last monday, & my life started again. Mentally - I'm bz thinking about my life before. I'm missing someone that I already knew he don't need me anymore in his life. Can't believe that I've been fooled again by him. Rite now, I try to forget him. I'm sure I can forget him if I'm happy with my friend. I need my friend to make me smile again. I'm already forget him be4 but he came back into my life. This time, I want him to get lost from my life. I hate GUYS!!!

There's a lot of things I need to do with my job. A short discussion I'm having with my boss yesterday keep me bz to think. From now on, I have to handle all the work about the research becoz my boss is bz with he lecturer title & as a veterinarian. She's already bought me a microscope that cost RM 9,990, a digital camera & a laptop. Lucky me!!! But all the equipment are stored in her room so I need to use all the equipment in her room with her permission. I also need to look after all the cats everyday & learn how to collect blood & euthanise cat. That's a big problem for me. I'm not a veterinarian so I have to learn it & be an acting veterinarian. I also have to contact all the veterinary clinic all over the Selangor to make a deal with them. I need more sporotrichosis cases for my research so I need all the clinic give me samples from the cases they have.

I miss my family a lot. Can't wait to balik kampung for hari raya. But, I still didn't tell my boss about my 2 weeks holiday. I wish she don't get angry with me becoz I understand there's a lot of things I need to do here. I need to referesh my mind & my body at my kampung. I make a decision not to tell my mom about my problem here. I don't want to make her worry.

*I'm sorry to several my journal friends. I can't remember all u'r addresses here. So, I need u all tu put u'r link here when u give me a comment. Sorry to fifie, akak tak ingat la add. fifie, if u visit me here, plizzz drop u'r journal's add.